our conversation...

skang nih tgh tgk berita tv 3...buletin utama...

today i had a long conversation with navena while waiting for dr siva to finish with his patients...we were waiting for him to discuss about the obsessive compulsive disorder patient so we can our log book signed ( i hate log book!!)...anyhoo...navena was scared of the coming exam and i told her not to be too worried because it's only formative and i told her that i've forgotten 80% of my ong stuff and i still havent studied any ong stuff (i tried to calm her down but i myself was freaking out like crazy!!)...and then we started to talk about our electives...where to go and what to do...she and carrisa might go to india but i dont think they've decided on what to do...for me, i think i might just do it in jb and probably will do ent/eye or ortho...this is mainly due to my financial issues!!ahahaha...i told her i dont need to worry about going overseas as i dont see my self getting married and have family in the next 10 years :P...so i would have plenty of time to spend after i've started working...plus i would have my own money and spending it wont be a major problem later...


we also talked about our feelings towards certain people...apparently she feels annoyed with people with no apparent reason...i said to her, it's only normal for us human...i do feel the same way towards certain people...it's just that we dont click...dont have the same frequency and wave length...and even the small small things done by these people can annoy me like crazy!!!...but we cant show it to them (as they dont do anything wrong) and try our best to act civilised...it is our issues, so we have to sort it out...be more mature :)...i told her that we are in the phase of secluding ourself form the world...ahahaha...we just want to keep our small group of friends to ourself and try not to expend it..simply because we in fourth year and it's like a super important year to us...we try to limit our friends to limit the unnecessary dramas (it seems like many problems are happening to us right now)...even so, this is so hard to do...how on earth we can just ignore stuff or people right in front of our eyes :P ahahaha...(aku nih cakap jer lebih, tapi haram... :P)... i said now we might feel like the world is against us, and why did we choose to do medicine in the first place(always give us headache everyday!!i think this is the most dangerous work...we are exposing ourself to bad bugs everyday...hospital is the best place for all the super duper strong bugs to nest!! if we are not careful, needle stick injury might occur and the lists go on) ...but we dont have to feel bad about it because someday, we will definitely contribute to the people and society when we are more established and have the capacity to do so...to be worry about so many things at this point of time is understandable but we have to get through all of them...and if we manage to get through this, means we have learned the precious lesson that life offers to everyone but only a few are able to learn from it...and as a friend i try my best to support her :P...(support dgn cakap mende2 yg merepek cam nih...ahahaha...ape da...aku pon skang nih dah rasa weng)

my body is still aching from yesterday badminton game...super tak fitnye aku nih...ok lah mr bloggie, time to study...later yer :)...shit!!i forgot to sharpen my pencils at skul!!!

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tuesday night-10/6/2008-8.53 pm