Tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Ku harus relakanmu walau aku tak mau
(Chorus 1)
Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi
Dengarlah matahariku, suara tangisanku
Ku bersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu
spent rm 300 yesterday...bought a spare car key (lost the key at kota tinggi waterfall...saved by my favourite heroin carrisa yap) and also ate at the japanese restaurant (rm 20) and bought a new t-shirt at city plaza(went there with yus)...did the eating and shopping to elevate my mood...this is definitely an expensive way of trying to get my mood back to normal (in psych i would call this maladaptive response as i am perpetually broke... should've figured out something else i.e. something that doesnt involve money)...last day of osce...damn osce!!u make my life so miserable...it's hard to say i dont care, because i do care...care too much and it put me under unnecessary stress...will go back home tonight...it's time to take a break from jb...bangi is where i want to be...bangi is where the heart belongs to...
padli under unnecessary stress
thursday morning-19/6/08-8.05 am
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