these are the pictures taken when i was in australia(owh the bald one was taken few months b4 i flew to oz :P)...i look so much different now...fatter...balder (sigh*...i can only blame my dad for this...male alopecia)...i've aged...biologically and mentally...was i really happy back then??i guess so...there were less dramas in my life and i always did my own thing without bothering about others...i took a VERY good care of myself during those days (exercised religiously...cooked healthy food...well groomed (or should i say too 'vain'...ahahaha)) some of the photos were taken with nuzul, aiman, ezzad (these 3 chaps came to oz during their summer hol), gda and the farrer boys :)...but now look at me...a sloppy chap (selekeh, buncit dan botak)...ahahahahappiness...who can actually define it...dr. hazian said it was a retrospective kind of feelings...like what i'm doing right now...looking at my past, n i think, i was happy at that time (meaning, i might not exactly feel happy at that particular time, but now, thinking back, i feel that i was actually happy)...i always thought if i found the right person, the other half of me, the one that were meant to be my love, my soul, my strength and my savior....i would be happy...this notion is no longer exist (otherwise i would be a hopeless person forever!!)...i find that happiness is something that u have to achieve by yourself...it's u who decide whether u want to be happy or not...other people (be it ur family, friends, partners or even patients) will only add to the happiness...there are so many choices and sometimes we really hate when it comes to making decision...simply because we dont know the future lies ahead of us...it is torturing sometimes as we cant be indecisive forever ...we would feel shitty if our decisions turn out to be bad and
feel so happy if things turn out to be good :)...but we learn from them all...be it good or bad...i want to be happy (duh...who doesnt want)...and i think i'm doing ok at the moment (this is a good sign :P)...
omg!!!it's 10 to 8...i better get ready...nak gi spital, clerk patient!!!mampus...dah lambat...ahahaha...i was busy crapping in this blog...later yer mr. bloggie...bye bye...muah muah
padli budak kelam kabut
tuesday morning 750 am 10/6
3 comments:
Hahaha Funny stories...
Well be grateful of what you have .. there are others who may not be as lucky as you!! :) keep up with the good updates
what we want doesnt necessarily match with what is appropriate or substantial to sustain happiness, but nonetheless, for the moment, that's all we ever covet. and no matter how many times one says this, it remains true that happiness could only be unbiasedly valued retrospectively and by comparison. but the happiness that we feel now should be a gift no matter how insignificant it may be compared to yesterday...
wah yana...i like ur comment :) thanks buddy :)
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