2008 is nearly ending...today will be my last day in jb for this year...last night the 9 of us had a bbq before everyone started to go back to their home town...abe was the 1st one to leave...which was last night at 9 :P....n today another 6 people (including me) will leave this house...jehe n ajis just left n they are heading to klia...then the remaining 4 (me yus shahid penan) will leave around 10 am n make our way to gemas -n9 to attend penan's fren's wedding...then around 2 pm, the 6 of us will meet at melaka and continue our journey to gg's house for his sis' wedding...so basically that's the plan for today :)...che mi will be leaving tonight and take a bus to besut while din will be leaving the following day :) (also by bus)...n this house will be empty again for about 2 weeks before the new sem start :)
so here i am staring at panan's laptop (owh i forgot to mention, i've been using his laptop to write in this blog for the past few days) reminiscing masa2 lalu...ahahaha...byk jugak la drama2 yg unnecessary aku rasa tahun nih...mungkin aku x ingat smua nye la kan...tp aku rasa aku x menyesal la duduk kat jb...blaja medic kat monash...kawan2 smua nye ok...the 9 of us really have this very strong bond that even words cannot describe it :) tp ade pepatah mengatakan setiap yg bermula pasti akan berakhir (pakcik sbelah baru aksi cekodok!! love him heaps...food food food...so smua nih akan berakhir tahun depan, dan dgn izin allah, smua nye akan grad dan memulakan idup baru mengikut haluan masing2...all the best smua :) moga allah memberkati kite :)
padli
di pagi sabtu yg cerah :)
27 december 2008 8.06 am
Friday, December 26, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
a new house...
hey bloggie...i am so stuck!!! ahahaha...cant think of any thing to write in this page...supposedly there are so many things that can be written here :P but i still cant really write anything...simply go blank
well...to start off...at this moment, i am officially a member of house of jalan mustafa!!! ahahahaha :P finally...still missing nong chik though...
i think, one of the reasons why i cant really write is i'm so freaking tired!!!!tired of the house shifting!!! ok to be honest...i didnt really help much with the heavy lifting part, totally spent most of the time in my own room figuring out what to keep and what to let go...
ok lah...my english is bad...i cant really write...i had to read the same page of the hobbit for more than 3 times!!!!! now i'm so disoriented and dysfunctional...clearly i cant write anything more...
tuh jer la
umah baru yg best
skang dah jadi roomate shahid :)
umah nih skang dah ade 9 org :P
khamis malam 25 dec 2008 12.25 malam
well...to start off...at this moment, i am officially a member of house of jalan mustafa!!! ahahahaha :P finally...still missing nong chik though...
i think, one of the reasons why i cant really write is i'm so freaking tired!!!!tired of the house shifting!!! ok to be honest...i didnt really help much with the heavy lifting part, totally spent most of the time in my own room figuring out what to keep and what to let go...
ok lah...my english is bad...i cant really write...i had to read the same page of the hobbit for more than 3 times!!!!! now i'm so disoriented and dysfunctional...clearly i cant write anything more...
tuh jer la
umah baru yg best
skang dah jadi roomate shahid :)
umah nih skang dah ade 9 org :P
khamis malam 25 dec 2008 12.25 malam
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Last night...
salam...tonight will be the last night sleeping at nong chik...time really flies...it's been almost 10 months since i moved into the house :) at this point, i've fallen in love with the house...it been an awesome year...a bit of drama and a lot of fun!!! my room is a mess!!! super messy that i really dont know where to start!!!i really LOVE the house n this YEAR :)
4th year of medical school has already ended...i passed the exam without having to resit any of the papers :) alhamdulillah...even though i had high fever on ong paeds osce day, i managed to go through it :P but it wasnt a glorious success anyway...my overall result is not so good after all...
last weak was my sis' wedding!!! it was super tiring :) but the ceremony was huge...everyone worked their ass off!!! especially those from my dad's side...but i still want to acknowledge the work done by my mom's side :)...thanks guys :) the food was scrumptious!!! definitely made by world class chefs :) all hail to my wak-wak aka uncles and aunties :)
tonight i will be going karaoke :) wanna have fun :) and want to scream out loud :)
padli budak nak beronggeng
wednesday night-10.17 pm- 24 dec 2008
4th year of medical school has already ended...i passed the exam without having to resit any of the papers :) alhamdulillah...even though i had high fever on ong paeds osce day, i managed to go through it :P but it wasnt a glorious success anyway...my overall result is not so good after all...
last weak was my sis' wedding!!! it was super tiring :) but the ceremony was huge...everyone worked their ass off!!! especially those from my dad's side...but i still want to acknowledge the work done by my mom's side :)...thanks guys :) the food was scrumptious!!! definitely made by world class chefs :) all hail to my wak-wak aka uncles and aunties :)
tonight i will be going karaoke :) wanna have fun :) and want to scream out loud :)
padli budak nak beronggeng
wednesday night-10.17 pm- 24 dec 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
YEAR 4...
finally tomorrow will be the end of my 4th year in medical school for this year ( yeah...the chances of me repeating the year is super high...so i dont put too much hope in it...)
i realised live is actually not that hard...like let say if i fail this year and have to repeat next year...and that's that...so what?? just re do la...life goes on n i'm still have to breathe...
the xm is really really hard...it clearly has proven to me that more effort need to put into this so called 'medicine' if i want to pass it...had a very severe fever + chill+ rigor!!! did poorly in osce :(
tu jer la kot...probably esok balik bangi
sekian
minggu2 yg aku telah byk membuang masa
aku seorang pembuang masa
padli senin si pembuang masa
ahad 23 nov 2008
11.14 malam
i realised live is actually not that hard...like let say if i fail this year and have to repeat next year...and that's that...so what?? just re do la...life goes on n i'm still have to breathe...
the xm is really really hard...it clearly has proven to me that more effort need to put into this so called 'medicine' if i want to pass it...had a very severe fever + chill+ rigor!!! did poorly in osce :(
tu jer la kot...probably esok balik bangi
sekian
minggu2 yg aku telah byk membuang masa
aku seorang pembuang masa
padli senin si pembuang masa
ahad 23 nov 2008
11.14 malam
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
long time no write...
it's been a while...been slacking n wasting time most of the time...7 more days before the final exam and i dont think i'm totally prepared...my confidence level is now down to 0%...nil...zero...kosong :P...the main reason i decided to write in here because i missed this blog...i am the most inconsistent person i guess...kejap tulis kejap tak :P...hehehe...ok lah bloggie...miss u heaps!!! want to do some work...will write here more later...u take care...pray hard for the xm :)
padli budak ntah pape
rabu malam yg x productive-11pm-5/11/08
padli budak ntah pape
rabu malam yg x productive-11pm-5/11/08
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
the night of celebration...
hey hey...just came back from celebrating my 24th bday !!! my friends (carissa, navena, elene, bruce, shahid, ajis, penan n shams) and i went to danga mall tonight to have dinner and then we played bowling!!! it was fun totally a fun night for me...
nak cepat nih...secara ringkas nye:
- tgh ari smalam yana blanja lunch (makan sama skali ngan cik yam and marisa) then gi lecture kat HSI...aku tdo jer lebih
- last night after osce practice, makan2 kek...hehehe...it was a surprised
- ari nih cadang nak wat assignment...x berhasil...tgh ari kuar makan ngan cik yam, marisa, yana, ajis)
- tgh ari gi lecture kat hsi ngan 2 org 5th year from oz...
- malam beronggeng :)
nih hadiah2 yg aku dpt...hehehe
padli budak yg happy :)
mekasih smua...really really appreciate it!!
selasa malam-21/10/08-11.42 pm
nak cepat nih...secara ringkas nye:
- tgh ari smalam yana blanja lunch (makan sama skali ngan cik yam and marisa) then gi lecture kat HSI...aku tdo jer lebih
- last night after osce practice, makan2 kek...hehehe...it was a surprised
- ari nih cadang nak wat assignment...x berhasil...tgh ari kuar makan ngan cik yam, marisa, yana, ajis)
- tgh ari gi lecture kat hsi ngan 2 org 5th year from oz...
- malam beronggeng :)
nih hadiah2 yg aku dpt...hehehe
padli budak yg happy :)
mekasih smua...really really appreciate it!!
selasa malam-21/10/08-11.42 pm
Sunday, October 19, 2008
my 24th...
melangkah ke arah kematangan...
hey bloggie...i'm 24 now...feel so old :) so freakin OLD!!
nothing much that i want to write in here...been slacking for the whole week...but it was fun...there's no need to stress myself out too much...chill babe chill
at the age of 24, i know i've done so many bad things...yeah...for instance, i went totally mad last thursday...i scolded syimot in front of other people (with my loud voice which made the thing worse)...very very unprofessional...i could see tears in her eyes but i just couldn't control my anger towards her...i blew up big this time...i tried to validate my action and eventually i realised that i was at fault...it was my mistake...n i apologised...luckily the apology was accepted...syimot is more of like a sister to me...probably i lost my inhibition...personally i think we only show our true colours to our own family...they've seen the good and bad sides of us...that night i called her...said sorry and was really really regretful of what happened...so once again...sorry syimot...i seriously think i should join anger management program...owh not to forget yana and marisa for their advise...for being true and honest to me...and for the support....really appreciate it
so yeah...official 24 years old...like i said before...i've done so many bad things...but i guess it doesnt make me a bad person...everyone deserves chances in their life to become a better person...mistakes are made...to err is human :)...syimot gave me a second chance and i'm very thankful for that :)...so padli, chin up and open your eyes!!...more exciting journey is to come...just enjoy each moment (i think the best way to do this is by stop complaining and stop saying 'buhsan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
k lah
latest picture taken on my bday day!!!
happy bday padli
moga idup dirahmati allah...direstui keluarga...dah ditemani member2 yg best cam skang nih (idup monash malaysia...ahaha)
hey bloggie...i'm 24 now...feel so old :) so freakin OLD!!
nothing much that i want to write in here...been slacking for the whole week...but it was fun...there's no need to stress myself out too much...chill babe chill
at the age of 24, i know i've done so many bad things...yeah...for instance, i went totally mad last thursday...i scolded syimot in front of other people (with my loud voice which made the thing worse)...very very unprofessional...i could see tears in her eyes but i just couldn't control my anger towards her...i blew up big this time...i tried to validate my action and eventually i realised that i was at fault...it was my mistake...n i apologised...luckily the apology was accepted...syimot is more of like a sister to me...probably i lost my inhibition...personally i think we only show our true colours to our own family...they've seen the good and bad sides of us...that night i called her...said sorry and was really really regretful of what happened...so once again...sorry syimot...i seriously think i should join anger management program...owh not to forget yana and marisa for their advise...for being true and honest to me...and for the support....really appreciate it
so yeah...official 24 years old...like i said before...i've done so many bad things...but i guess it doesnt make me a bad person...everyone deserves chances in their life to become a better person...mistakes are made...to err is human :)...syimot gave me a second chance and i'm very thankful for that :)...so padli, chin up and open your eyes!!...more exciting journey is to come...just enjoy each moment (i think the best way to do this is by stop complaining and stop saying 'buhsan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
k lah
latest picture taken on my bday day!!!
happy bday padli
moga idup dirahmati allah...direstui keluarga...dah ditemani member2 yg best cam skang nih (idup monash malaysia...ahaha)
Sunday, October 12, 2008
berzaman...
hey bloggie...
berzaman aku rasa semenjak aku menulis kat blog ni...aku rasa kemalasan telah berjaya menguasai 85% tubuh aku...seluruh anggota aku kini diketuai oleh kemalasan...ye...kemalasan telah berjaya menakluki diri aku
utk hari ini, aku telah membelanjakan wang sejumlah rm 140 utk 2 btg reket badminton...sudah pon ade defect skit...ahahaha...n aku x bape kesah plak...nothing last forever...this is a new concept that i've grasped...
sepanjang 2 bulan nih, aku mengeluh dan mengeluh...menyalah kan puasa sebagai punca utama aku kepenatan melampau...tp skang nih aku dah x puasa tp still malas gak...agak menyesal kerana tdk memanfaatkan ramadhan sebaik nye...moga2 di panjangkan umur oleh Allah utk aku bertemu ramadhan ditahun hadapan...
raya tahun ini merupakan raya yg indah bagi aku...aku menyambutnya dgn penuh gembira...bertemu sanak saudara...mengunjung rumah sanak saudara...teman teman...aku rasa ia merupakan satu sambutan yg bermakna...sayang nya kami sudah tidak beraya di kampung tg karang semenjak arwah nenek tinggal bersama wak mi setelah lumpuh...kini beliau sudah pergi dah aku berdoa agar rohnya dicucuri rahmat Allah...
beraya di kampung sg siput bukanlah suatu yg amat nantikan...tp yg membuatkan aku gembira apabila aku dpt membuat mak aku gembira apabila pulang ke kampungnya...mak begitu istimewa...mak bahagia aku pon turut merasa perasaan yg sama...
kini perut ku sudah boroi...aku sudah tidak mampu melihat cermin lebih 5 saat...takut-takut aku down tgk bentuk badan aku skang nih...secara jujur ia tidak lah begitu teruk...cuma aku nih jer yg ade masalah mental pasal bab2 badan nih...body dysmorphic disorder gamak-nye :)
aku baru sedar yg aku terpakse menyertai acara marathon di negara temasik pada 7 december ini...keesokan harinya merupakan perayaan raya haji...aku rasa mungkin aku terpaksa beraya di jb...sepaptutnya aku membatalkan penyertaan aku sebelum 22 september...tetapi aku tidak berbuat demikian kerana tidak membaca email yg telah diberikan kepada aku seminggu sebelum tarikh berkenaan...ia merupakan salah satu daripada jutaan kelalaian aku :) terima jer la...salah sendiri
lagi 1 bulan utk aku menempuh peperiksaan akhir tahun...malangnya persiapannya amat lah hambar...takut2 aku terpaksa ulang tahun...moga2 dijauhkan allah...sebentar lagi aku akan mula mengarang assignment ebcp aku
aku berdoa agar semuanya berjalan dgn lancar...amin
padli budak perutnye boroi
ahad 12/10/08 1120pm
berzaman aku rasa semenjak aku menulis kat blog ni...aku rasa kemalasan telah berjaya menguasai 85% tubuh aku...seluruh anggota aku kini diketuai oleh kemalasan...ye...kemalasan telah berjaya menakluki diri aku
utk hari ini, aku telah membelanjakan wang sejumlah rm 140 utk 2 btg reket badminton...sudah pon ade defect skit...ahahaha...n aku x bape kesah plak...nothing last forever...this is a new concept that i've grasped...
sepanjang 2 bulan nih, aku mengeluh dan mengeluh...menyalah kan puasa sebagai punca utama aku kepenatan melampau...tp skang nih aku dah x puasa tp still malas gak...agak menyesal kerana tdk memanfaatkan ramadhan sebaik nye...moga2 di panjangkan umur oleh Allah utk aku bertemu ramadhan ditahun hadapan...
raya tahun ini merupakan raya yg indah bagi aku...aku menyambutnya dgn penuh gembira...bertemu sanak saudara...mengunjung rumah sanak saudara...teman teman...aku rasa ia merupakan satu sambutan yg bermakna...sayang nya kami sudah tidak beraya di kampung tg karang semenjak arwah nenek tinggal bersama wak mi setelah lumpuh...kini beliau sudah pergi dah aku berdoa agar rohnya dicucuri rahmat Allah...
beraya di kampung sg siput bukanlah suatu yg amat nantikan...tp yg membuatkan aku gembira apabila aku dpt membuat mak aku gembira apabila pulang ke kampungnya...mak begitu istimewa...mak bahagia aku pon turut merasa perasaan yg sama...
kini perut ku sudah boroi...aku sudah tidak mampu melihat cermin lebih 5 saat...takut-takut aku down tgk bentuk badan aku skang nih...secara jujur ia tidak lah begitu teruk...cuma aku nih jer yg ade masalah mental pasal bab2 badan nih...body dysmorphic disorder gamak-nye :)
aku baru sedar yg aku terpakse menyertai acara marathon di negara temasik pada 7 december ini...keesokan harinya merupakan perayaan raya haji...aku rasa mungkin aku terpaksa beraya di jb...sepaptutnya aku membatalkan penyertaan aku sebelum 22 september...tetapi aku tidak berbuat demikian kerana tidak membaca email yg telah diberikan kepada aku seminggu sebelum tarikh berkenaan...ia merupakan salah satu daripada jutaan kelalaian aku :) terima jer la...salah sendiri
lagi 1 bulan utk aku menempuh peperiksaan akhir tahun...malangnya persiapannya amat lah hambar...takut2 aku terpaksa ulang tahun...moga2 dijauhkan allah...sebentar lagi aku akan mula mengarang assignment ebcp aku
aku berdoa agar semuanya berjalan dgn lancar...amin
padli budak perutnye boroi
ahad 12/10/08 1120pm
Friday, September 5, 2008
bile nak kawin??
Title: Utk Yang Single-Mingle
p/s : juga utk yg asyik dok bertanya jodoh si bujang2... :)
Bila nak kawin???
Di sini orang bertanya
Di sana orang menyoal
Tak kira teman mahu kenalan
Asyik-asyik itu je yang jadi bualan
Begitulah nasib orang bujang
Tak kira lelaki mahupun perempuan
Bila nak kawin???
Keluarga pun dah mula risau
Si teruna. emak bimbang jadi bujang terlajak
Si dara. ayah takut bergelar andalusia
Bila nak kawin???
Jiran turut sama menumpang tanya
Bila dijawab jodoh belum ada
Kata mereka, kita kenalah usaha
Mandi bunga salah satu caranya
Tak pun mandi ais boleh dicuba(he..he..ni cadangan pelik kawan saya)
Bila nak kawin???
Aduuuhh.aku disoal lagi
Kawin??? Nak kawin dengan sapa?
Calon pun takde.
Hah!!! Awak tu memilih sangat agaknya
Ewah-ewah sedap sungguh mulut berkata
Bila nak kawin???
Akan ku kawin jam-jam ni juga ( haa.haa.haa)
Andai memilih isteri semudah bershopping di pasar malam
Atau semudah membeli VCD cetak rompak
Atau sesenang memakan twisties..
Bila nak kawin???
Aaahhh.sungguh aku bosan
Banyak yang lain boleh jadi persoalan
Kenapa asyik itu yang dihadapkan
Apa kita nak heran
Lambat cepatnya jodoh, Allah yang tentukan.
Bila nak kawin???
Pada yang masih bujang
Biarkanlah mereka terus bertanya
Usah ditunggu letih mulut mereka (Takkan letihnya sampai bebila..)
Kalau ada jodoh.
Insya-Allah takkan ke mana.
Bila nak kawin???
Usah dirisaukan jodoh orang
Jaga masjid sendiri agar tidak goyang
Lain orang lain rezekinya
Syukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada
hasil ciplak dr sumber internet :)
p/s : juga utk yg asyik dok bertanya jodoh si bujang2... :)
Bila nak kawin???
Di sini orang bertanya
Di sana orang menyoal
Tak kira teman mahu kenalan
Asyik-asyik itu je yang jadi bualan
Begitulah nasib orang bujang
Tak kira lelaki mahupun perempuan
Bila nak kawin???
Keluarga pun dah mula risau
Si teruna. emak bimbang jadi bujang terlajak
Si dara. ayah takut bergelar andalusia
Bila nak kawin???
Jiran turut sama menumpang tanya
Bila dijawab jodoh belum ada
Kata mereka, kita kenalah usaha
Mandi bunga salah satu caranya
Tak pun mandi ais boleh dicuba(he..he..ni cadangan pelik kawan saya)
Bila nak kawin???
Aduuuhh.aku disoal lagi
Kawin??? Nak kawin dengan sapa?
Calon pun takde.
Hah!!! Awak tu memilih sangat agaknya
Ewah-ewah sedap sungguh mulut berkata
Bila nak kawin???
Akan ku kawin jam-jam ni juga ( haa.haa.haa)
Andai memilih isteri semudah bershopping di pasar malam
Atau semudah membeli VCD cetak rompak
Atau sesenang memakan twisties..
Bila nak kawin???
Aaahhh.sungguh aku bosan
Banyak yang lain boleh jadi persoalan
Kenapa asyik itu yang dihadapkan
Apa kita nak heran
Lambat cepatnya jodoh, Allah yang tentukan.
Bila nak kawin???
Pada yang masih bujang
Biarkanlah mereka terus bertanya
Usah ditunggu letih mulut mereka (Takkan letihnya sampai bebila..)
Kalau ada jodoh.
Insya-Allah takkan ke mana.
Bila nak kawin???
Usah dirisaukan jodoh orang
Jaga masjid sendiri agar tidak goyang
Lain orang lain rezekinya
Syukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada
hasil ciplak dr sumber internet :)
saturday morning :)
hey hey bloggie :)...wah...today is day 6 of ramadhan n i'm still fat :P...still hvnt shed an ounce of fat in my 38 weeks tummy...abe ade kat sbelah aku nih...aku rasa dia dah 42 weeks...ahahahaha
anyway, last week went back to bangi...drove back my mr. myvy...had the chance to break the fast at home for the first 2 days of ramdhan...it was totally fun...didnt do much at home basically because i was trying to adapt myself to the new look of my house...my mom renovated the house and honestly i think it looked weird in the inside...but not too bad la...cant wait to earn my own money so i can pasang astro kat tv blakang :)...before i drove back to kl abah called to lecture me about driving too fast on highway!! i got a summon worth of rm 300...how crazy is that??? it was on the day that i went back for nenek's funeral...darn!! probably abah will make an appeal la..to reduce the fine :) (anyway last night i had a weird dream...the dream was about abah lecturing me for not driving carefully and to make things worst, i actually hit a car from behind and abah was in the car and the lecture continued until i woke up...the funny thing was the people inside the care didnt realise that i hit their car but there was one nyonya tua nih, sibuk sgt sampai kejar kete tuh nak kasi tau kat org2 dlm kete tuh aku langgar kete depa...stress aku time tuh...tp sbb kan kestressan tuh la aku bangun sahur...ahahaha)
tuh jer la kot...minggu nih x bape productive sbb sibuk wat gp assignment and pastuh byrn out abis...so ari nih nak start study balik aa :)
later
padli budak yg baru abis berak
sabtu 6 september 2008
anyway, last week went back to bangi...drove back my mr. myvy...had the chance to break the fast at home for the first 2 days of ramdhan...it was totally fun...didnt do much at home basically because i was trying to adapt myself to the new look of my house...my mom renovated the house and honestly i think it looked weird in the inside...but not too bad la...cant wait to earn my own money so i can pasang astro kat tv blakang :)...before i drove back to kl abah called to lecture me about driving too fast on highway!! i got a summon worth of rm 300...how crazy is that??? it was on the day that i went back for nenek's funeral...darn!! probably abah will make an appeal la..to reduce the fine :) (anyway last night i had a weird dream...the dream was about abah lecturing me for not driving carefully and to make things worst, i actually hit a car from behind and abah was in the car and the lecture continued until i woke up...the funny thing was the people inside the care didnt realise that i hit their car but there was one nyonya tua nih, sibuk sgt sampai kejar kete tuh nak kasi tau kat org2 dlm kete tuh aku langgar kete depa...stress aku time tuh...tp sbb kan kestressan tuh la aku bangun sahur...ahahaha)
tuh jer la kot...minggu nih x bape productive sbb sibuk wat gp assignment and pastuh byrn out abis...so ari nih nak start study balik aa :)
later
padli budak yg baru abis berak
sabtu 6 september 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
the uncle and acute medicine lecture
today at PKK we had one chinese pakcik for our patient...he is 66 years old but looks younger than his age...the main complain was about his urination...it was associated with moderate sensation...he was worried about getting prostate cancer because his father die of prostate cancer at the age of 83...in addition, he came to take anticholesterol drug (he is on lovastatin)...he is very concern about his health and he even knows the word 'hypochondriasis'...for me, his life has been very wonderful and filled with bright colours...was a navy...went to UK to study navy stuff...then worked in a private company in a managing team after retiring from the navy...married with 3 daughters and a few grandchildren :)...he said, when he was a student, he wrote an entry in his journal everyday and it will be marked by his supervisor...it's not a bad thing after all...at least it has helped him to think more and express the thoughts in words...i'll try to update this blog as frequent as i could :)...
ari nih ade lecture pasal acute medicine and to manage the cases...it's more of like an interactive session with Q's and A's...it surprised me that the juniors knew so much...they are totally a great bunch of people...and i realised how dumb i was at that time...there was one thing that happened during the lecture...some one answered a question and a few people laughed at the answer...i think it's very rude...i hope i wont become like that...i hope i'll stay humble (actually it's hard to act cocky because i dont know most of the stuff...) but i really really dont want to become like them...luckily they are not from my batch :)
gambar masa kat permai...had lots of fun there :)
padli budak yg kejenye x siap2
rabu malam 1045 27/8/08
ari nih ade lecture pasal acute medicine and to manage the cases...it's more of like an interactive session with Q's and A's...it surprised me that the juniors knew so much...they are totally a great bunch of people...and i realised how dumb i was at that time...there was one thing that happened during the lecture...some one answered a question and a few people laughed at the answer...i think it's very rude...i hope i wont become like that...i hope i'll stay humble (actually it's hard to act cocky because i dont know most of the stuff...) but i really really dont want to become like them...luckily they are not from my batch :)
gambar masa kat permai...had lots of fun there :)
padli budak yg kejenye x siap2
rabu malam 1045 27/8/08
Monday, August 25, 2008
morning...
morning bloggie...ari nih seperti ari2 minggu lepas...aku bangun ngan perasaan yg sgt malas...hopefully pas balik dr bangi nih, aku bleh rajin balik smula...kire recharge la...td makan nasi berlaukan udang goreng kunyit yg aku masak smalam...skang nih aku asyik lapa jer...makan dan makan dan terus makan...hehehe...x de pape pon yg best...cume smalam aku ngan jengga plan nak gi egypt sesama...hehehe!! how exciting!! so the plan is egypt end of the year 2009!! regardless whether i pass my xm or not!!! hehehehe...skang nih rasa cam xm dah x de mende dah...amik je la...kalo fail repeat, kalo lepas niak year :)...tuh jer...how insignificant kan :)
k lah nak bersiap2 ke ward round peads
padli budak suke berak...
selasa pagi-810-26/8/08
k lah nak bersiap2 ke ward round peads
padli budak suke berak...
selasa pagi-810-26/8/08
Sunday, August 24, 2008
masa...
hohoho...dah seminggu berlalu...ari2 yg aku tempuhi berlalu dengan pantasnya...dah abis seminggu...aku tak tau ape yg aku wat...masa bagaikan di buang2 jer...cam byk jer la masa nih kan...assignment still tak siap2...skang nih tgh tgk geng star final la plak...see...tak insaf2...tp minggu nih aku happy la...biarla kan...biar la aku buang masa janji aku happy :)
minggu lepas jadi pengapit zubaidah kat melaka...hehehe...best...jadi pengapit sama yana...meriah gak la majlis dia :)
minggu kedua dlm paediatrics...byk jugak la yg aku blaja...ahahaha...i LOVE medicine!!! (it sounds so fake!! ahahaha) ok lah ari nih men badminton lagi...2 kali berturut turut ...sempena nak menyambut bulan ramdhan...ahahaha...agak la...sbb pasnih dah posa x tentu larat ker tak men lagi... k lah...aku pon dah lama tak letak gambar2 kat sini...so ari nih aku nak letak la :)
bak kata kawan aku...jadikanlah persahabatan itu satu kenangan yang terindah :)
padli budak botak :)
minggu lepas jadi pengapit zubaidah kat melaka...hehehe...best...jadi pengapit sama yana...meriah gak la majlis dia :)
minggu kedua dlm paediatrics...byk jugak la yg aku blaja...ahahaha...i LOVE medicine!!! (it sounds so fake!! ahahaha) ok lah ari nih men badminton lagi...2 kali berturut turut ...sempena nak menyambut bulan ramdhan...ahahaha...agak la...sbb pasnih dah posa x tentu larat ker tak men lagi... k lah...aku pon dah lama tak letak gambar2 kat sini...so ari nih aku nak letak la :)
bak kata kawan aku...jadikanlah persahabatan itu satu kenangan yang terindah :)
padli budak botak :)
Saturday, August 16, 2008
friendship...
everything that i planned today didnt turn out to be way i wanted them to be...no yoga class...no exercise...no yummy food...no progress in gp assignment...n still hvnt finished pretest peads chapter 1...
1 unexpected incident happened tonight...jehe's car broke down at tampoi petronas station...(jehe, penan, abe and shahid went to putrajaya to ajis' sister's wedding...i didnt follow because tomorrow i wanted to go to zu's wedding)...so yeah, to make long story short, one of those guys called din to help them out...n din called che mi to help him find the way to tampoi (at that time che mi and i were at yus' place)...din said he was not familiar with the road and his telephone had no credit...at that time che mi and yus was about to go to jusco...i voluntarily offered myself to help...then i suddenly i realised...what the crap...they didnt even call me to ask for my help...they prefer din more...i think this is simply a jealousy...ahaha...then i got a bit annoyed...then i called din to give instruction how to get there (actually i wasn't really sure, but i guessed it wouldn't be much a problem...can read the sign board kan)...then after talking to din, he really didnt know how to get there...sigh*...so o had to follow him...we got lost before we could reach the pump station!!!
i didnt know why do i feel so annoyed when they called din instead of me, che mi or yus...dont get me wrong here...it's not like those guys dont like din, but i think, i am closer to them...and should anything happen, i would like to be one of the first few people to know...in this situation, i knew the news from che mi who got the news from din...feel like i'm so insignificant...
so i asked them...why didnt they call me...the answer was simple...because kat dlm kete penan ade jumper...so din bleh bawak pajero penan tuh...tp akus till rasa kalo stakat nak pakai jumper tuh...aku bleh amik n bawak kete aku...bukannye kete aku x pakai bateri pon...
tp ape pon...mende nih and hal nih kecik jer...ahahaha...aku jer yg terasa...ape pon smua nye dah ok...alhamdulillah smua org slamat sampai :)
padli budak emo
sabtu malam...1145 pm...16/8/08
1 unexpected incident happened tonight...jehe's car broke down at tampoi petronas station...(jehe, penan, abe and shahid went to putrajaya to ajis' sister's wedding...i didnt follow because tomorrow i wanted to go to zu's wedding)...so yeah, to make long story short, one of those guys called din to help them out...n din called che mi to help him find the way to tampoi (at that time che mi and i were at yus' place)...din said he was not familiar with the road and his telephone had no credit...at that time che mi and yus was about to go to jusco...i voluntarily offered myself to help...then i suddenly i realised...what the crap...they didnt even call me to ask for my help...they prefer din more...i think this is simply a jealousy...ahaha...then i got a bit annoyed...then i called din to give instruction how to get there (actually i wasn't really sure, but i guessed it wouldn't be much a problem...can read the sign board kan)...then after talking to din, he really didnt know how to get there...sigh*...so o had to follow him...we got lost before we could reach the pump station!!!
i didnt know why do i feel so annoyed when they called din instead of me, che mi or yus...dont get me wrong here...it's not like those guys dont like din, but i think, i am closer to them...and should anything happen, i would like to be one of the first few people to know...in this situation, i knew the news from che mi who got the news from din...feel like i'm so insignificant...
so i asked them...why didnt they call me...the answer was simple...because kat dlm kete penan ade jumper...so din bleh bawak pajero penan tuh...tp akus till rasa kalo stakat nak pakai jumper tuh...aku bleh amik n bawak kete aku...bukannye kete aku x pakai bateri pon...
tp ape pon...mende nih and hal nih kecik jer...ahahaha...aku jer yg terasa...ape pon smua nye dah ok...alhamdulillah smua org slamat sampai :)
padli budak emo
sabtu malam...1145 pm...16/8/08
Friday, August 15, 2008
emptiness
at this point of time...it feels like there is a huge hole in my heart...one week of peads has passed...it feels like time flies so fast...there are so many things need to be done...a whole list of things to do are running in my head...
this morning i woke up feeling dizzy...felt like my head was spinning...langgar pintu toilet ngan bucket itam aku tuh...pagi makan nasi...tgh ari makan nasi...malam pon makan nasi..smua berlaukan ikan kembung asam pedas yg aku masak smalam...hehehe...smalam aku abis dlm rm 40 aa beli bahan mentah...kalo nka di kire2...jimat la gak...kalo makan kat luar actually lebih kurang sama jer...ahahaha...x pe la at least wat mende lain kan slain dr study :)
k lah nak asar :)
padli bdk kekenyangan
jumaat-15/8/08-610 pm
this morning i woke up feeling dizzy...felt like my head was spinning...langgar pintu toilet ngan bucket itam aku tuh...pagi makan nasi...tgh ari makan nasi...malam pon makan nasi..smua berlaukan ikan kembung asam pedas yg aku masak smalam...hehehe...smalam aku abis dlm rm 40 aa beli bahan mentah...kalo nka di kire2...jimat la gak...kalo makan kat luar actually lebih kurang sama jer...ahahaha...x pe la at least wat mende lain kan slain dr study :)
k lah nak asar :)
padli bdk kekenyangan
jumaat-15/8/08-610 pm
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
toilet...
allo bloggie...aku dah tau ingat bape lama toilet akunye lampu dah terbakar mentol dia...so slama nih aku mandi dlm kegelapan!! ahahaha...xde aa...aku mandi x tutup pintu....ahahaha....serious...tp x pe...the toilet is attached to the bedroom!! aku tutup la pintu bilik aku :P
the bad thing about lampu x nyala nih, aku susah la nak shave muke aku nih...susah nak clean the toilet as well...susah susah...n lagi susah bile org dtg...kene tutup pintu dan bergelap dlm toilet tuh...dah lebih sebulan kot aku rasa x de lampu...susah susah
ini la kisah toilet aku
sekian
padli bdk kekenyangan
rabu, 11 malam, 13/8/08
the bad thing about lampu x nyala nih, aku susah la nak shave muke aku nih...susah nak clean the toilet as well...susah susah...n lagi susah bile org dtg...kene tutup pintu dan bergelap dlm toilet tuh...dah lebih sebulan kot aku rasa x de lampu...susah susah
ini la kisah toilet aku
sekian
padli bdk kekenyangan
rabu, 11 malam, 13/8/08
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
kawan kawan...
dulu aku ade beberape org kawan...derang dulu baik ngan aku...aku pon baik ngan derang...skang nih...entah ape kaba berite...dulu ade sorang kawan yg baik ngan aku...aku rasa skang kami dah berkawan balik...tp mungkin sbb masalah yg telah timbul, kami dah tak macam dulu...aku nak kawan balik ngan dia, tp kengkadang aku rasa cam aku jer yg poyo2...dia lek jer...or kengkadang aku aku nampak moody and not very approachable la...x pe la...aku dah hilang ramai kawan...n kebanyakannye silap aku...skang nih mungkin dah terlambat kalo nak baiki smula...so lepas nih, kalo aku jumpe org yg bleh ngan aku, aku akan cube x nak jadi complicated sgt...moga persahabatan akan kekal :)
ari nih ari kedua aku kat peads...initially i felt uneasy la...too many kids!!kids cry alot!! gosh...i couldnt put up with that!!tp x pe la...kene cube gak suke peads!!it's like doing medicine... i'm so bad with medicine!! kene usaha lebih skit nih!!
padli budak kehilangan ramai kawan
selasa malam...12/8/08-9.20 pm
ari nih ari kedua aku kat peads...initially i felt uneasy la...too many kids!!kids cry alot!! gosh...i couldnt put up with that!!tp x pe la...kene cube gak suke peads!!it's like doing medicine... i'm so bad with medicine!! kene usaha lebih skit nih!!
padli budak kehilangan ramai kawan
selasa malam...12/8/08-9.20 pm
Sunday, August 10, 2008
TENAT...
sabar bloggie...saba...aku tgh wat cpr kat bloggie aku nih...sbb dah lama gile x tulis pape kan...hampir2 putus nyawa...kasi defib...karen kat dia jap...tunggu stable...wat iv line...masukan fluid...transfer icu...okeh...esok aku review :)
kepenatan main badminton....dah abis psych...mule2 happy, skang nih rasa sedih plak...gonna miss all the mentally-ill patients :)
tomorrow will start peads :) so looking forward for this rotation...super scary la tp...mainly because the final xm is coming soon :)
all the best padli senin :)
padli senin
budak bdr baru bangi
kepenatan...tido dah :)
isnin pagi :P...1220 am 11/8/08
kepenatan main badminton....dah abis psych...mule2 happy, skang nih rasa sedih plak...gonna miss all the mentally-ill patients :)
tomorrow will start peads :) so looking forward for this rotation...super scary la tp...mainly because the final xm is coming soon :)
all the best padli senin :)
padli senin
budak bdr baru bangi
kepenatan...tido dah :)
isnin pagi :P...1220 am 11/8/08
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
buah2an tempatan...
x leh lama...kene sambung wat assignment...amik rambutan dgn byknye ari nih...will upload the pics soon :)...makan cempedak rambutan ngan manggis...hehehe :)
selasa malam-1130 mlm-29/7/08
selasa malam-1130 mlm-29/7/08
Monday, July 28, 2008
super fast...
ello bloggie...x leh lelama...keje byk x siap lagi
- aku rasa cam org bodo plak sejak masuk sem baru nih
- weekend aku cam a total waste jer
- aku syukur sbb aku bleh masak...tension2 aku makan...aku dah gemuk skit kot...makan jer keje aku
- aku dah kemas bilik...
- aku panjat pokok rambutan ari nih :) (aku suke panjat memanjat!!!)
- aku dah uruskan hal aku ngan uni ari nih...cam cilake jer...all the undue stress...
- aku dah plan nak wat ape kalo aku kene repeat next year!!! keje kat hotel!! mungkin amik kelas memasak ker :)
- aim nak siapkan psych assignment by wednesday...tp cam x bleh jer...mampos!!!
- nuzul nak turun ari kamis nih!! excited !!! tp keje byk tertanggung!!
padli budak serabut
isnin malam-28/7/08-1010 malam
- aku rasa cam org bodo plak sejak masuk sem baru nih
- weekend aku cam a total waste jer
- aku syukur sbb aku bleh masak...tension2 aku makan...aku dah gemuk skit kot...makan jer keje aku
- aku dah kemas bilik...
- aku panjat pokok rambutan ari nih :) (aku suke panjat memanjat!!!)
- aku dah uruskan hal aku ngan uni ari nih...cam cilake jer...all the undue stress...
- aku dah plan nak wat ape kalo aku kene repeat next year!!! keje kat hotel!! mungkin amik kelas memasak ker :)
- aim nak siapkan psych assignment by wednesday...tp cam x bleh jer...mampos!!!
- nuzul nak turun ari kamis nih!! excited !!! tp keje byk tertanggung!!
padli budak serabut
isnin malam-28/7/08-1010 malam
Friday, July 25, 2008
alone
lately, i've been doing stuff on my own...for instance, just got back from burger king...it was a late dinner (or should i just call it supper??)...it was good...i feel more comfortable with myself...the other day i went to watch movie by myself...i think i've grown...but this doesnt mean i dont like to socialise...slalu jer lepak2 ngan budak2 nih, cume skang nih, aku mmg x kesah giler kalo nak jenjalan sengsorang...
ok lah, nak cite skit...skang nih aku rasa cam dah musim ujan...ari2 ujan...the worst part kalo ujan di pagi ari...ya allah...sejuk nye la air tadahan aku...sejuk sampai menusuk ke sumsung tulang (ayat komik alam pewira :P)so smalam aku masak la air...problem nye ngan cerek terbaru aku nih, dia bleh masak air sekali jer dlm satu2 masa,kirenye nak kene tunggu samapi cerek tuh sejuk dulu baru bleh masak air baru...so dgn berbekal kan air dlm cerek letrik tuh, aku pon mencampur kan la ngan air yg super sejuk dlm 1 baldi...x de la sejuk air dlm baldi tuh...tp tuh la, bleh mandi 1 baldi jer la!! ahahaha :P...tuh smalam, pagi td, aku letak air panas dlm air takungan aku yg kat dlm bucket itam tuh...rupe2 nye byk la plak air dlm bucket tuh...so kirenye air dlm tuh masih sejuk...aku mandi dlm kesejukan pagi td :(...ahahaha...bilik aku ade pemanas air...tp bilik org lain x de, so aku x pakai ler...aku mule2 bodo giler...ingat kan mende tuh x elok...sebab dulu aku pasang kejap n expect air jadi panas...ade satu ari tuh aku nak pasang lampu kot, terpasang suis dia n lupe nak tutup...then beberapa jam pastuh aku bukak air kat pili yg warna merah tuh, air yg kuar air panas...kagum la aku seketika...rupenye2 kene tunggu lama gak utk air tuh jadi panas...tp disebabkan bilik air lagi 1 xde, aku pon x pakai le...aku pakai cara old skul...jerang air...hehehe
k lah,
slamat malam
padli budak yg sepi kot :P
jumaat malam-12 tgh malam-25/7/08
ok lah, nak cite skit...skang nih aku rasa cam dah musim ujan...ari2 ujan...the worst part kalo ujan di pagi ari...ya allah...sejuk nye la air tadahan aku...sejuk sampai menusuk ke sumsung tulang (ayat komik alam pewira :P)so smalam aku masak la air...problem nye ngan cerek terbaru aku nih, dia bleh masak air sekali jer dlm satu2 masa,kirenye nak kene tunggu samapi cerek tuh sejuk dulu baru bleh masak air baru...so dgn berbekal kan air dlm cerek letrik tuh, aku pon mencampur kan la ngan air yg super sejuk dlm 1 baldi...x de la sejuk air dlm baldi tuh...tp tuh la, bleh mandi 1 baldi jer la!! ahahaha :P...tuh smalam, pagi td, aku letak air panas dlm air takungan aku yg kat dlm bucket itam tuh...rupe2 nye byk la plak air dlm bucket tuh...so kirenye air dlm tuh masih sejuk...aku mandi dlm kesejukan pagi td :(...ahahaha...bilik aku ade pemanas air...tp bilik org lain x de, so aku x pakai ler...aku mule2 bodo giler...ingat kan mende tuh x elok...sebab dulu aku pasang kejap n expect air jadi panas...ade satu ari tuh aku nak pasang lampu kot, terpasang suis dia n lupe nak tutup...then beberapa jam pastuh aku bukak air kat pili yg warna merah tuh, air yg kuar air panas...kagum la aku seketika...rupenye2 kene tunggu lama gak utk air tuh jadi panas...tp disebabkan bilik air lagi 1 xde, aku pon x pakai le...aku pakai cara old skul...jerang air...hehehe
k lah,
slamat malam
padli budak yg sepi kot :P
jumaat malam-12 tgh malam-25/7/08
Monday, July 21, 2008
gemuk....
ye bloggie...mmg betul...pakcik che mi cakap aku gemuk...masa mule2 sampai ngan masa nak balik...adeh...so aku no komen la kan...dia cakap aku happy dok jb!! happy ker??
ari nih dpt result pekse ari tuh...1 paper n 2 osce bawah borderline...satu jer lepas....ahahahaha....tuh pon .5 lebih dr markah borderline...so target skang nih bleh dpt supp ujung tahun nih...so ade chance la nak lepas 4th year...
ari nih aku tdo ngan nyenyak nye time dr jeya nye bedside...bad boy!!! pastuh layan cite 27 dresses n bukak posa kat tepian tebrau...then gi umah pak cik cik mi...kene cap GEMOK...ahahaha...
padli budak perut kembung n buncit...post-durian
isnin malam-20/7/08-1145 malam
ari nih dpt result pekse ari tuh...1 paper n 2 osce bawah borderline...satu jer lepas....ahahahaha....tuh pon .5 lebih dr markah borderline...so target skang nih bleh dpt supp ujung tahun nih...so ade chance la nak lepas 4th year...
ari nih aku tdo ngan nyenyak nye time dr jeya nye bedside...bad boy!!! pastuh layan cite 27 dresses n bukak posa kat tepian tebrau...then gi umah pak cik cik mi...kene cap GEMOK...ahahaha...
padli budak perut kembung n buncit...post-durian
isnin malam-20/7/08-1145 malam
Sunday, July 20, 2008
minggu2 yg sudah...
pekabo en. bloggie? hang sihat? lame bebenor rasenye aku idok nulih panjang lebo kat dlm menatang nih...
so beberapa minggu2 kebelakangan nih, aku agak down...mungkin sebab aku masih tak berjaya menyiapkan essay gp ngan psych aku...or may be because of the ulcers in my mouth...there are like bitches!!sakit nak mampus...so i was like in pain 24-7 for the past several days!!!now they are behaving well and hopefully they'll be gone by next week :P
few things yg aku wat n pk beberapa minggu yg sudah
- keadaan anak2 yg mengalami masalah tumpuan dan pembelajaran...i did child psych for the last 2 weeks...the most common presentations at the clinic are ADHD, autism and learning problems...to sit in a consulting room with the specialist (who is apparently looks like mr bean and he is just funny!!) and see how he conducted each cases just amazed me...he stressed on positive parenting and the importance of OT(occupational therapy), speech therapy and few other stuff that will help to nature those kids with such conditions...
- went to watch a theater on last tuesday night...overall it was fun...i enjoyed the show but somehow i felt certain issues that were brought up on the theater were just inappropriate... some people might get offended...the whole show was basically to make fun of the current issues that are happening in malaysia
- makan ubi bersama rakan2 umah banglo
- wat ujian darah
-main badmin minggu sudah- bergu ngan jehe
- also did some stupid stuff...as always...but i'm praying hard to god to help me...
- ke batu pahat sabtu dan ahad sudah, kesana menjalankan tanggung jawab sosial...memberi motivasi kpd adik2 mrsm yg nak amik spm thn nih :)
- since i have multiple ulcers...i prefer to lock myself in my room :)...love my room...and today i just rearranged few things...apparently the tikar cam dah hangus kene matahari...so aku ubah la posisi katil aku ngan tpt sidai kain
- jehe wat makan2 skit...so smalam mmg kenyang giler aa...sempena ari jadi dia :)
- aku juga agak bimbang akan situasi politik di tanah air ku ini...agak kurang menyenangkan la dgn isu2 skang nih...aku rasa tidak ada kejujuran dr pemimpin2 dlm memimpin...dan tidak ade kesatuan org2 melayu...aku rasa cam lama2 ilang la kekuatan org2 melayu...aku kesihan akan anak2 melayu yg masih muda...cabaran mereka lebih besar nanti...tp aku rasa masih ramai yg tidak sedar diri...masih mahu menggoyang kaki...contoh terdekat adalah org yg sedang menulis nih...ahahaha...
ok la tuh aku rasa sampai di sini saje...sbb tenet nih lambat sgt aku x leh nak upload byk lagi gambar...aku wat esok ler :)
padli bdk separa kenyang :)
ahad malam-20/7/08-9 malam
so beberapa minggu2 kebelakangan nih, aku agak down...mungkin sebab aku masih tak berjaya menyiapkan essay gp ngan psych aku...or may be because of the ulcers in my mouth...there are like bitches!!sakit nak mampus...so i was like in pain 24-7 for the past several days!!!now they are behaving well and hopefully they'll be gone by next week :P
few things yg aku wat n pk beberapa minggu yg sudah
- keadaan anak2 yg mengalami masalah tumpuan dan pembelajaran...i did child psych for the last 2 weeks...the most common presentations at the clinic are ADHD, autism and learning problems...to sit in a consulting room with the specialist (who is apparently looks like mr bean and he is just funny!!) and see how he conducted each cases just amazed me...he stressed on positive parenting and the importance of OT(occupational therapy), speech therapy and few other stuff that will help to nature those kids with such conditions...
- went to watch a theater on last tuesday night...overall it was fun...i enjoyed the show but somehow i felt certain issues that were brought up on the theater were just inappropriate... some people might get offended...the whole show was basically to make fun of the current issues that are happening in malaysia
- makan ubi bersama rakan2 umah banglo
- wat ujian darah
-main badmin minggu sudah- bergu ngan jehe
- also did some stupid stuff...as always...but i'm praying hard to god to help me...
- ke batu pahat sabtu dan ahad sudah, kesana menjalankan tanggung jawab sosial...memberi motivasi kpd adik2 mrsm yg nak amik spm thn nih :)
- since i have multiple ulcers...i prefer to lock myself in my room :)...love my room...and today i just rearranged few things...apparently the tikar cam dah hangus kene matahari...so aku ubah la posisi katil aku ngan tpt sidai kain
- jehe wat makan2 skit...so smalam mmg kenyang giler aa...sempena ari jadi dia :)
- aku juga agak bimbang akan situasi politik di tanah air ku ini...agak kurang menyenangkan la dgn isu2 skang nih...aku rasa tidak ada kejujuran dr pemimpin2 dlm memimpin...dan tidak ade kesatuan org2 melayu...aku rasa cam lama2 ilang la kekuatan org2 melayu...aku kesihan akan anak2 melayu yg masih muda...cabaran mereka lebih besar nanti...tp aku rasa masih ramai yg tidak sedar diri...masih mahu menggoyang kaki...contoh terdekat adalah org yg sedang menulis nih...ahahaha...
ok la tuh aku rasa sampai di sini saje...sbb tenet nih lambat sgt aku x leh nak upload byk lagi gambar...aku wat esok ler :)
padli bdk separa kenyang :)
ahad malam-20/7/08-9 malam
Friday, July 18, 2008
masak
omg!!!aku x percaya yg aku berjaya masak kew tiao yg sedap...rindu la plak kat mak...rasa cam masakan mak jer...hehehe...mmg sedap la tp, sungguh terharu akan skill sendiri(ahahaha..berangan jer lebih)...so since aku masih belum lupe cane nak masak...esok atau luse aku nak gi beli kuali baru...hehehe...so x de la rasa rugi sgt kalo beli kuali baru
padli bdk yg kekenyangan
jumaat malam...tgk walk to remember skang nih...18/7/08...11 pm
padli bdk yg kekenyangan
jumaat malam...tgk walk to remember skang nih...18/7/08...11 pm
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
kejap...
hello bloggie!!!!!!! miss u heaps!!!!!!! havent written anything in here for like ages!!! but because of the undue laziness (plus letih lagi busy wang masa) aku x sempat la nak tulis pape... anyway...ari nih pkk tutes...dpt patient yg ade adhesion colic...lunch makan sushi king...pastuh layan movie...pastuh gi jogging kat istana...makan kat skul...ade bbq la konon2 nye...layan satu lagu b4 i left school...i left my camera kat yus' house!!how bad is that??
ok lah...x leh lelama...keje byk tertangguh...
padli budak yg keje nye tertangguh mangguh
rabu-16/7-11pm
ok lah...x leh lelama...keje byk tertangguh...
padli budak yg keje nye tertangguh mangguh
rabu-16/7-11pm
Monday, July 7, 2008
perpetual sadness...
mr bloggie!!!!!!!!!!!!MISS u heaps! been busy lately...busy craping and wasting time
skang nih ade sekor semut bersayap (aka kalakatu kalo x silap aku aa)jalan ulang alik atas laptop aku...
beberapa ari nih, x wat mende pon...study skit...try wat assignment skit...discussion skit ngan bebudak nih pasal soklan pekse ari tuh...osce practice n gi danga bay(jom heboh) semalam (aku mmg layan kalo mende2 melibat kan penyanyi2 nih). so very insignificant la aku rasa...owh, it's not totally insignificant...went out with yana to the city and break fast together :)...smalam gi sure heboh ngan yus!!!merempet ngan dia, merempet ngan MR BEK...dia cakap 1st experience naik motor jauh...tak de la jauh sgt, dr umah dia ke danga bay jer :P masa kat jom heboh...ya allah byk nye sampah kat jalan...ape la rakyat malaysia nih...memalukan sungguh...
ari nih aku dok methadone clinic...sembang ngan sorang dr postgraduate...he's in his 2nd year...he asjed me what i want to specialise in...i said i want to do something else...i cant see myself progressing in this field...so no point staying...he said it's not a bad idea after all...he knows someone who spend his career as a medical officer until he retires...have to work with young specialists even though he's more experience than them...but what to do...ni lah hakikat dunia perubatan...mmg x leh nak naik pangkat kalo ko xde master ke ape...so aku down la jugak pasal mende nih...aku rasa aku nanti abis perkhidmatan nak apply jadi cg ler :)
so ari nih gi makan kat kedai paridah ngan kain pelekat jer...sempoi jer aku nih...selekeh...smalam gi city pakai suar track...kesimpulannye aku rasa sebak...
sekain saja
padli budak ati kacau
isnin-9.10 malam-7/7/08
skang nih ade sekor semut bersayap (aka kalakatu kalo x silap aku aa)jalan ulang alik atas laptop aku...
beberapa ari nih, x wat mende pon...study skit...try wat assignment skit...discussion skit ngan bebudak nih pasal soklan pekse ari tuh...osce practice n gi danga bay(jom heboh) semalam (aku mmg layan kalo mende2 melibat kan penyanyi2 nih). so very insignificant la aku rasa...owh, it's not totally insignificant...went out with yana to the city and break fast together :)...smalam gi sure heboh ngan yus!!!merempet ngan dia, merempet ngan MR BEK...dia cakap 1st experience naik motor jauh...tak de la jauh sgt, dr umah dia ke danga bay jer :P masa kat jom heboh...ya allah byk nye sampah kat jalan...ape la rakyat malaysia nih...memalukan sungguh...
ari nih aku dok methadone clinic...sembang ngan sorang dr postgraduate...he's in his 2nd year...he asjed me what i want to specialise in...i said i want to do something else...i cant see myself progressing in this field...so no point staying...he said it's not a bad idea after all...he knows someone who spend his career as a medical officer until he retires...have to work with young specialists even though he's more experience than them...but what to do...ni lah hakikat dunia perubatan...mmg x leh nak naik pangkat kalo ko xde master ke ape...so aku down la jugak pasal mende nih...aku rasa aku nanti abis perkhidmatan nak apply jadi cg ler :)
so ari nih gi makan kat kedai paridah ngan kain pelekat jer...sempoi jer aku nih...selekeh...smalam gi city pakai suar track...kesimpulannye aku rasa sebak...
sekain saja
padli budak ati kacau
isnin-9.10 malam-7/7/08
Saturday, July 5, 2008
all the things...
dah 2 ari tak tulis mende kat sini...busy bermalas malasan :)
aku rasa aku nih antara manusia yg suke pk mende yg bukan2...contohnye
1. time aku makan kat kedai tepian tebrau...aku pk...kedai sebelah nih, stiap kali aku dtg tak de org pon, dia tak JELES ker kat kedai yg aku makan nih, slalu ramai org?? kalo aku sure aku dah jeles...pastuh aku pk, adakah aku nih kaki JELES??
aku dah tak de mood
sekian-ahad-
aku rasa aku nih antara manusia yg suke pk mende yg bukan2...contohnye
1. time aku makan kat kedai tepian tebrau...aku pk...kedai sebelah nih, stiap kali aku dtg tak de org pon, dia tak JELES ker kat kedai yg aku makan nih, slalu ramai org?? kalo aku sure aku dah jeles...pastuh aku pk, adakah aku nih kaki JELES??
aku dah tak de mood
sekian-ahad-
Thursday, July 3, 2008
kamis...
allo mr. bloggie kawan yg sentiasa sudu mendengar bebelan ku
ari nih aku mule kan ari aku ngan smayang subuh...baca yasin sedekah kat nenek...pastuh baca buku skit then i tried to invent something...quit stupid actually...aku wat cam tpt letak pen kat buku peads aku...sbb aku ade tendency nak ilang kan pen2 aku dgn jaya nye...i took more then 15 minutes to do it...the result-->disappointing...i think it's the most hideous invention ever made :p...pastuh sudah nye lambat ke kelas...
dr hazian kasi briefing pasal osce la...i did very badly la kan...tp x pe :0 coba lagi!!then gi clinic dr leong...we planed for autoimmune screening...the tests cost is super high if done in private lab, so she recommended me to do the test at pkk :)...heheheh...bayar rm 1 jer :P nih la best nye jd budak medic kot...bleh wat ujian darah tanpa beratur panjang :)
pastuh petang tuh baca buku skit lagi...x byk sbb ngantuk giler...abis kan ikan yg abah kasi smalam...then gerak ke umah ajis n the geng...gi jenjalan kat istana pastuh dinner...jumpe meriam ngan kin skali kat sana by accident...pastuh lepak library abis kan gp essay n index case task :)...
so nih gambar2 poyo aku...sudah gemuk ler...perut pon sudah buncit...hehehe...ade la gambar taman istana skit...akan aku amik gambar2 taman istana lebih byk lagi...kali nih gambar aku ngan ajis, jehe n abe jer lebih aku rasa...anyway esok 1 rejab :) arap2 dpt perbanyakan amalan di bulan yg mulia ini :)
padli budak yg sakit bahu yg teramat sgt
derita lebih seminggu dah
kamis-11 malam-3 july kot (ke 2 ari bulan??malas nak check)
ari nih aku mule kan ari aku ngan smayang subuh...baca yasin sedekah kat nenek...pastuh baca buku skit then i tried to invent something...quit stupid actually...aku wat cam tpt letak pen kat buku peads aku...sbb aku ade tendency nak ilang kan pen2 aku dgn jaya nye...i took more then 15 minutes to do it...the result-->disappointing...i think it's the most hideous invention ever made :p...pastuh sudah nye lambat ke kelas...
dr hazian kasi briefing pasal osce la...i did very badly la kan...tp x pe :0 coba lagi!!then gi clinic dr leong...we planed for autoimmune screening...the tests cost is super high if done in private lab, so she recommended me to do the test at pkk :)...heheheh...bayar rm 1 jer :P nih la best nye jd budak medic kot...bleh wat ujian darah tanpa beratur panjang :)
pastuh petang tuh baca buku skit lagi...x byk sbb ngantuk giler...abis kan ikan yg abah kasi smalam...then gerak ke umah ajis n the geng...gi jenjalan kat istana pastuh dinner...jumpe meriam ngan kin skali kat sana by accident...pastuh lepak library abis kan gp essay n index case task :)...
so nih gambar2 poyo aku...sudah gemuk ler...perut pon sudah buncit...hehehe...ade la gambar taman istana skit...akan aku amik gambar2 taman istana lebih byk lagi...kali nih gambar aku ngan ajis, jehe n abe jer lebih aku rasa...anyway esok 1 rejab :) arap2 dpt perbanyakan amalan di bulan yg mulia ini :)
padli budak yg sakit bahu yg teramat sgt
derita lebih seminggu dah
kamis-11 malam-3 july kot (ke 2 ari bulan??malas nak check)
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
hajjah musinam bte kortogio
this morning around 7.15, received a phone call from abah and ayad... they told me nenek has passed away (may be around 6.50 -7.00 am)...i asked abah whether i should go back or not...and he said up to me...then i called mak asking the same question, and the same answer was given...she said i just saw nenek before i went back to jb, and it's quite far and i have class to attend...it's understandable if i don't attend the funeral...so i confessed that i didn't have money to drive back and i definitely don't want to take bus (too long and too tiring)...then my mum said she'll give me money if i go back...so i decided to go back after that and called dr leong informing her that i wouldn't come for consulting skill tute...the journey to serdang didnt take long...i think i drove too fast (now praying so hard yg aku tak kene saman...kul 1030 pagi dah sampai serdang...)smua wak2 ade...yg paling sedih wak mi, sbb dia yg jaga nenek kan...selesai kebumi after zuhor, aku makan jap kat umah wak mi then balik umah tido...kul 6 lebih gerak ke senawang...lepak2 jap umah cg ju (rambut dia dah panjang...cun la aku rasa...dia rasa cam rambut cam bree :P) kul 11.10 sampai jb, kuar kan duit kat bsn...n skang kat umah :)
serba sedikit pasal arwah nenek aku nih...berasal dr jawa tengah indonesia...dtg merantau bersama atuk...mak cakap beza umur antara atuk ngan nenek agak jauh la...nenek isteri kedua rasa nye...i think she is a wonder woman...losing her husband after confinement (atuk mati masa abah setahun n paman atan baru lahir...cancer perut org kata) and have to raise 10 children by her own...dia mengerje kan sawah bendang...byk gak la...sama ngan wak2 yg lain...pastuh dia jual kuih, tempe, ubi ngan macam2 lagi...kirenye nenek aku nih serba boleh aa...mmg idup susah giler time tuh......hasil jualan tuh kasi anak2 makan...seingat aku, nenek tak byk cakap masa aku kecik2 sampai la aku dah besar...tp aku tak tau la cam ne dia masa die mude...masa kecik2 dulu, kalo nenek dtg umah, smua mende dia nak wat...mmg dia tak leh dok diam aa...dia paling rimas kalo duduk umah anak yg tak kasi dia wat ape2...so mak aku layan kan aje la nenek aku tuh...ape dia nak wat biarkan, pastuh kalo x betul ker, mak aku wat balik...kalo dok lama skit kat umah anak2 sure nak balik......nak tgk ayam (a typical nenek2 la aku rasa)...kalo nenek ade masa, dia anyam tikar mengkuang...kalo ade lebih dia kasi org, abah pon suke amik tikar yg nenek wat dulu...dia dulu jaga anak org belakang (aka anak arwah paman atan...so dia sayang giler aa kat derang nih)...nenek mmg baik ngan anak2 senin (adik beradik aku la kan)...dulu kalo balik kampung sure kasi duit nye (rm 1 jer, tp time budak2 kan...sure seronok)...sbb abah jarang balik kampung, aku pon jarang la jumpe nenek (tp since nenek dok serdang, mmg slalu sgt jumpe la sbb dah dekat)...dolu2 kalo jumpe, sure aku sakat nenek...nenek layan aku...kadang2 dia tak paham ape aku cakap, aku pon tak paham ape dia cakap :P...nenek slalu pakai sekop pale...so aku slalu pk cara cane nak tgk rambut nenek...most of the time tak dapat la...sbb nenek aku tak nak bukak, tp ade satu masa tuh, masa nenek kat umah, dia nak jemur tilam, pastuh cane ntah tilam tuh berat kot, nak jatuh, dia tahan ngan pale dia, pastuh letak kat atas gate, n sekop dia jatuh...tuh la first time aku tgk rambut nenekk...happy giler aku rasa...aku tak tolong pon dia time tuh, sbb sibuk tgk rambut dia...lagi satu, aku suke main teliga dia...sbb lubang tindik dia agak besar la...pakai subang berat kan...nenek start pindah serdang after dia terjatuh dlm toilet...pastuh dia dah tak leh nak jalan...so wak mi amik nenek n jaga dia...aku rasa ade la dekat 4-5 tahun jugak...nenek lama2 makin kurus sbb dia tak mau makan...nenek menghembuskan nafas terakhir dgn mudah...itu kata wak rah...alhamdulillah...sudah tiba masa utk dia pergi...
aku rasa aku dah letih aa...nak tido...drive gi balik dr jb ke serdang then ke jb balik...sgt penat...semoga roh nenek di cucuri rahmat...
al-fatihah
rabu malam yg hening-12.07am-2/7
serba sedikit pasal arwah nenek aku nih...berasal dr jawa tengah indonesia...dtg merantau bersama atuk...mak cakap beza umur antara atuk ngan nenek agak jauh la...nenek isteri kedua rasa nye...i think she is a wonder woman...losing her husband after confinement (atuk mati masa abah setahun n paman atan baru lahir...cancer perut org kata) and have to raise 10 children by her own...dia mengerje kan sawah bendang...byk gak la...sama ngan wak2 yg lain...pastuh dia jual kuih, tempe, ubi ngan macam2 lagi...kirenye nenek aku nih serba boleh aa...mmg idup susah giler time tuh......hasil jualan tuh kasi anak2 makan...seingat aku, nenek tak byk cakap masa aku kecik2 sampai la aku dah besar...tp aku tak tau la cam ne dia masa die mude...masa kecik2 dulu, kalo nenek dtg umah, smua mende dia nak wat...mmg dia tak leh dok diam aa...dia paling rimas kalo duduk umah anak yg tak kasi dia wat ape2...so mak aku layan kan aje la nenek aku tuh...ape dia nak wat biarkan, pastuh kalo x betul ker, mak aku wat balik...kalo dok lama skit kat umah anak2 sure nak balik......nak tgk ayam (a typical nenek2 la aku rasa)...kalo nenek ade masa, dia anyam tikar mengkuang...kalo ade lebih dia kasi org, abah pon suke amik tikar yg nenek wat dulu...dia dulu jaga anak org belakang (aka anak arwah paman atan...so dia sayang giler aa kat derang nih)...nenek mmg baik ngan anak2 senin (adik beradik aku la kan)...dulu kalo balik kampung sure kasi duit nye (rm 1 jer, tp time budak2 kan...sure seronok)...sbb abah jarang balik kampung, aku pon jarang la jumpe nenek (tp since nenek dok serdang, mmg slalu sgt jumpe la sbb dah dekat)...dolu2 kalo jumpe, sure aku sakat nenek...nenek layan aku...kadang2 dia tak paham ape aku cakap, aku pon tak paham ape dia cakap :P...nenek slalu pakai sekop pale...so aku slalu pk cara cane nak tgk rambut nenek...most of the time tak dapat la...sbb nenek aku tak nak bukak, tp ade satu masa tuh, masa nenek kat umah, dia nak jemur tilam, pastuh cane ntah tilam tuh berat kot, nak jatuh, dia tahan ngan pale dia, pastuh letak kat atas gate, n sekop dia jatuh...tuh la first time aku tgk rambut nenekk...happy giler aku rasa...aku tak tolong pon dia time tuh, sbb sibuk tgk rambut dia...lagi satu, aku suke main teliga dia...sbb lubang tindik dia agak besar la...pakai subang berat kan...nenek start pindah serdang after dia terjatuh dlm toilet...pastuh dia dah tak leh nak jalan...so wak mi amik nenek n jaga dia...aku rasa ade la dekat 4-5 tahun jugak...nenek lama2 makin kurus sbb dia tak mau makan...nenek menghembuskan nafas terakhir dgn mudah...itu kata wak rah...alhamdulillah...sudah tiba masa utk dia pergi...
aku rasa aku dah letih aa...nak tido...drive gi balik dr jb ke serdang then ke jb balik...sgt penat...semoga roh nenek di cucuri rahmat...
al-fatihah
rabu malam yg hening-12.07am-2/7
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
smalam...
(skang nih tgh dok atas kusi ngadap meja n laptop sambil makan oat)
smalam aku oncall...so x tulis pape kat dlm nih sbb balik umah dah kul 1030 malam...tak leh tulis bebanyak kat sini sbb sat agi nak bersiap ke kelas...xde mende sgt pon mende yg berlaku smalam.case2 time oncall:
1-forensic case (dituduh menceroboh)
2-DKA (it's cool to see how the doctor stabalised the patient-->patient also has lung infection (heard crepitation both lungs) and acute on chronic renal failure
3-post-epilepsy with psychosis (the patient was calm at that time-->tab valium was given
4-aggressive behaviour-->schizo case
the doctor oncall was nice (she doesnt friendly though). she taught navena and I a lot (especially how to present a case :)
sekian
padli budak bujang
sakit perut nak buang air
rabu pagi -7.15 am-2/7
smalam aku oncall...so x tulis pape kat dlm nih sbb balik umah dah kul 1030 malam...tak leh tulis bebanyak kat sini sbb sat agi nak bersiap ke kelas...xde mende sgt pon mende yg berlaku smalam.case2 time oncall:
1-forensic case (dituduh menceroboh)
2-DKA (it's cool to see how the doctor stabalised the patient-->patient also has lung infection (heard crepitation both lungs) and acute on chronic renal failure
3-post-epilepsy with psychosis (the patient was calm at that time-->tab valium was given
4-aggressive behaviour-->schizo case
the doctor oncall was nice (she doesnt friendly though). she taught navena and I a lot (especially how to present a case :)
sekian
padli budak bujang
sakit perut nak buang air
rabu pagi -7.15 am-2/7
Monday, June 30, 2008
Spital Permai...
Hey MR. Bloggie!!!
Back to SCHOOL mode!! ahahaha...man...i've forgotten most of my psych stuff...mampus2...today is my first day at permai hospital...it's a hospital specifically built for people who have psychiatric problems...it's a huge compound...haven't got the chance to explore the place...basically i'll spend another 6 more weeks before completing psych rotation :)...
today i was posted to klinik permai aka methadone clinic...it's where patients with heroin (opioid) problems come and seek treatment...basically what they do is go there to take methadone (it's in syrup form...pink colour) as a substitution therapy...methadone is an opioid but it is a wonder drug...people can actually function nearly as normal as they could before becoming a heroin addict...and with its long half life, patients dont have to take it too regularly like heroin to avoid withdrawal symptoms...cool right??once daily :) kalo heroin mau 4 jam skali kene amik :P (so tak ke power ubat nih?? hehehe)
aku rasa amat lah rugi kepada mereka yg mengambil dadah...mmg benar doctor shouldn't judge patients...so i'm not going to judge...aku cume nak menyatakan pendapat aku saje...dadah membawa padah...ramai yg hilang byk mende sbb dadah...hilang kesihatan tubuh badan, wang ringgit, keluarga, kerjaya dan macam2 lagi...haih...sian2...ade patient aku ari nih, mude lagi, anak sorang dah kene hep C...smua sbb kongsi jarum punya pasal...haih...entah la...sbb itu lah jgn gatal2 nak cube2...x de paedah!!! life is short and we only get one chance to live in this world, so tuhan kasi akal pikiran, pk lah :)...so gi klinik nih aku dah dpt insight la cane dadah can affect life...
nih gambar2 yg aku amik ari nih :) (bunga ros tuh kat laman umah aku...lawa giler aku rasa)
padli bdk yg berazam nak jadi rajin
kenyang makan nasi goreng cendawan yg sedap
isnin malam-9.10pm-30/6/08
Back to SCHOOL mode!! ahahaha...man...i've forgotten most of my psych stuff...mampus2...today is my first day at permai hospital...it's a hospital specifically built for people who have psychiatric problems...it's a huge compound...haven't got the chance to explore the place...basically i'll spend another 6 more weeks before completing psych rotation :)...
today i was posted to klinik permai aka methadone clinic...it's where patients with heroin (opioid) problems come and seek treatment...basically what they do is go there to take methadone (it's in syrup form...pink colour) as a substitution therapy...methadone is an opioid but it is a wonder drug...people can actually function nearly as normal as they could before becoming a heroin addict...and with its long half life, patients dont have to take it too regularly like heroin to avoid withdrawal symptoms...cool right??once daily :) kalo heroin mau 4 jam skali kene amik :P (so tak ke power ubat nih?? hehehe)
aku rasa amat lah rugi kepada mereka yg mengambil dadah...mmg benar doctor shouldn't judge patients...so i'm not going to judge...aku cume nak menyatakan pendapat aku saje...dadah membawa padah...ramai yg hilang byk mende sbb dadah...hilang kesihatan tubuh badan, wang ringgit, keluarga, kerjaya dan macam2 lagi...haih...sian2...ade patient aku ari nih, mude lagi, anak sorang dah kene hep C...smua sbb kongsi jarum punya pasal...haih...entah la...sbb itu lah jgn gatal2 nak cube2...x de paedah!!! life is short and we only get one chance to live in this world, so tuhan kasi akal pikiran, pk lah :)...so gi klinik nih aku dah dpt insight la cane dadah can affect life...
nih gambar2 yg aku amik ari nih :) (bunga ros tuh kat laman umah aku...lawa giler aku rasa)
padli bdk yg berazam nak jadi rajin
kenyang makan nasi goreng cendawan yg sedap
isnin malam-9.10pm-30/6/08
Saturday, June 28, 2008
finally :)
hey mr. bloggie!!
finally i've bought the camera!!the one that i really wanted...camera tuh sebagai smangat utk terus belaja :) hehehe...kasi lepas 4th year n next year bleh gi jenjalan!! probably tomorrow will go to nora's place n swim at her apartment pool n try the new camera!!! so happy :)...before got back home, went to nora's family home at bbu to visit her sick mom...she is so thin...hopefully she'll get better :)ate so much tonight at her house...
so here are some of the pics taken before i charged the battery...not bad la this camera...olympus 1030 SW (the sad face (after spending so much money on this cam-edited version)...me and nora...me at home holding the casing...
padli budak yg super kenyang sambil berkemban
perut kenyang nak mandi pon malas
sabtu malam-28/6-10.30pm
finally i've bought the camera!!the one that i really wanted...camera tuh sebagai smangat utk terus belaja :) hehehe...kasi lepas 4th year n next year bleh gi jenjalan!! probably tomorrow will go to nora's place n swim at her apartment pool n try the new camera!!! so happy :)...before got back home, went to nora's family home at bbu to visit her sick mom...she is so thin...hopefully she'll get better :)ate so much tonight at her house...
so here are some of the pics taken before i charged the battery...not bad la this camera...olympus 1030 SW (the sad face (after spending so much money on this cam-edited version)...me and nora...me at home holding the casing...
padli budak yg super kenyang sambil berkemban
perut kenyang nak mandi pon malas
sabtu malam-28/6-10.30pm
Friday, June 27, 2008
MR. BEK is BACK!!
hehehe...so happy...dah siap repair dah motor aku...smalam anta (smalam aku letih sgt sampai x tulis pape dlm blog nih)n smalam jugalah aku gi wat kunci spare kate...kene charge rm 52.50...supposedly go out with hawa at night...sorry hawa...malas dah keletihan...motor kene charge rm 80!!darn!!duit lagi...so ari nih plan nak gi jusco tebrau...beli camera :)kalo aku berjaya mengeluarkan duit ler...hehehe
tuh jer la kot...malas la plak nak tulis pape...ahahahaha...
mohamad nurfadli senin
-entah-
sabtu pagi...kul 1045 pagi-28/6
tuh jer la kot...malas la plak nak tulis pape...ahahahaha...
mohamad nurfadli senin
-entah-
sabtu pagi...kul 1045 pagi-28/6
Thursday, June 26, 2008
sampai...
FINALLY!!aku dah sampai umah jb...baru sampai 10 minit...terasa best plak...perjalanan dlm bus td ok ler...apparently i dont move a lot while in sleep causing me body aches jer sbb tdo on the same side for too long...i cant blame my body for that...the body just follows its owner's attitude-->lazy...YES...i'm a damn lazy person...my laziness would kill me someday i guess :)luckily dr kadir was on the same bus and apparently he lives at jalan kemuncak 2, so we took the same cab back home and he paid for the fair :P (jimat rm 10 aku...ahahahaha)...owh td mak ngan abah tunggu sampai aku naik bus kat pudu...ahahaha...aku dah besar!!(ok this is a random statement...i know...but i think i'm growing too fast...if only i could be a kid forever)
hurm...y am i still awake??i think i want to do few stuff first and may be wait for subuh prayer...i've been thinking about so many things and there are a lot of things that i want to do...so i guess i have to do one thing at a time...enjoy every little thing that i do...write as much as i can in this blog...smile as much as i can...cry whenever i think it's necessary...cherish the good people around me...be more tolerant...control my explosive and destructive anger...and the list goes on :)
i think that's about it...i better start doing my gp assignment...yes i know...it's been like ages since i started the essay...but that's just me...a slacker :)
padli budak yg cube jadi rajin
jumaat pagi -3.10 am-27/6/08
hurm...y am i still awake??i think i want to do few stuff first and may be wait for subuh prayer...i've been thinking about so many things and there are a lot of things that i want to do...so i guess i have to do one thing at a time...enjoy every little thing that i do...write as much as i can in this blog...smile as much as i can...cry whenever i think it's necessary...cherish the good people around me...be more tolerant...control my explosive and destructive anger...and the list goes on :)
i think that's about it...i better start doing my gp assignment...yes i know...it's been like ages since i started the essay...but that's just me...a slacker :)
padli budak yg cube jadi rajin
jumaat pagi -3.10 am-27/6/08
packing...
waa...time really flies...few more hours before i get into a bus heading to jb...this time i think i should be more focus...i know it's sound impossible given the circumstances that i have attention deficit disorder, but i should try harder...i think i've had the most wonderful holiday for this year (apart from the right shoulder and left leg pain...i think i'm alright) still haven't bought the bus ticket...gamble jer la kot...just go to pudu at 930 and try to get mara liner bus to jb at 11 pm...hopefully i'll reach jb soundly...have to take cab to get to nong chik...can't believe that i actually miss the place a bit...the only thing that's bothering me is the pile (is the spelling correct??i'm using my home pc, it doesn't have oxford dictionary like my personal laptop) of works that need to be done as i get there :)...but i guess it's all for good reasons...happy going back to jb home padli...
padli is heading back to jb
gonna miss bangi
thursday-720 pm-26/6
padli is heading back to jb
gonna miss bangi
thursday-720 pm-26/6
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
last night...
tonight might be my last night at bangi...most probably will buy bus ticket to jb tomorrow night...my heart is telling me to stay longer at home but i know i can't...i have to get back to jb and get my motorbike fix before the new semester starts :)
i do realise that my english is not that good...but now it has turned from bad to worse...hurm...i think i just want to give up with my english...i've learned it since i was in a kindergarten!!!but still...urgh...tp asal kan bleh cakap, bleh paham...ok ler...tak betul pon tak pe kot :)
just now went to alamanda with long and ayad to watch 'get smart'...it was a cool and funny movie...the guy was quite hilarious...but the only thing about the movie was the climax wasn't really there for me...but overall aku rasa tak rugi le tgk...ajis ade skali td tgk wayang :)...long belanja :)
tuh jer la kot my crap for today...still doing my gp essay...ahahaha...i am super duper slow!!
padli anak senin
rabu, 11 malam, 26/6
i do realise that my english is not that good...but now it has turned from bad to worse...hurm...i think i just want to give up with my english...i've learned it since i was in a kindergarten!!!but still...urgh...tp asal kan bleh cakap, bleh paham...ok ler...tak betul pon tak pe kot :)
just now went to alamanda with long and ayad to watch 'get smart'...it was a cool and funny movie...the guy was quite hilarious...but the only thing about the movie was the climax wasn't really there for me...but overall aku rasa tak rugi le tgk...ajis ade skali td tgk wayang :)...long belanja :)
tuh jer la kot my crap for today...still doing my gp essay...ahahaha...i am super duper slow!!
padli anak senin
rabu, 11 malam, 26/6
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
lalala~~
nothing to do...nothing to worry about...listening to good music...chillin and relaxin...i heart home...i heart mak...i heart abah...i heart long (walaupon pagi td baru sound dia :P)...i heart ayad (walaupon baru jer td sakat dia)...i heart andak...i heart adik...i heart myself...difficult and dysfunctional guy
malam nih plan nak gi tgk movie 'get smart' ngan long n ayad...ajis join skali...ahahaha...nak kasi dia buku yg aku dah fotostet 10 bijik...aku balik ESOK!!!owh jb, aku tak merindui mu...ahahaha...so chill la sepuas puas ati nye kat bangi nih...lantak le keje2 umah yg bertimbun
padli makan byk time dok umah
rabu pagi-kul 10-25/6/08
malam nih plan nak gi tgk movie 'get smart' ngan long n ayad...ajis join skali...ahahaha...nak kasi dia buku yg aku dah fotostet 10 bijik...aku balik ESOK!!!owh jb, aku tak merindui mu...ahahaha...so chill la sepuas puas ati nye kat bangi nih...lantak le keje2 umah yg bertimbun
padli makan byk time dok umah
rabu pagi-kul 10-25/6/08
Monday, June 23, 2008
emo...
suddenly feel like emo-ing...put these cute pics here :)
ok finished emo-ing...
selasa pagi di rumah bangi
happy...
ok finished emo-ing...
selasa pagi di rumah bangi
happy...
quotes
nih quate2 yg ada kat video clip near to you (by a fine Frenzy) made by one of her fans i guess
"no matter what i do, i always forget to forget you"..."so lonely"...your memories keep me hanging on"..."i love you so bad it hurts"..."you're a loser, but i love you"..."y wont u love me like i love u"..."i love you :)"..."i love you, you i idiot"..."true love never die"..."may be i'm not over him...but then again, may be i dont want to be"..." a girl and guy can be just friends. but at one point they will fall for each other. may be temporarily. may be at the wrong time. may be too late. or may be forever"..."it's tough, but i'm trying to get used to it, hope you're doing fine too"..."i want to be the only hand you ever need to hold"..."i will always love you"..."LOVE"..."when i have nothing to do, i think of you"..."i miss you"..."i miss your smile, i miss your kisses, i miss your voice, i miss your silly jokes, i miss your touch...i miss you"..."late at night when all the world is sleeping...i stay up and think of you...and i wish on a star...that somewhere you are...thinking of me too...cuz i'm dreaming of you tonight"..."just wait...someday you will want me back but i wont be waiting for you"
tuh jer la kot...aku bukannye tgh bercinta ke baru putus cinta ke...tp aku rasa lagu minah nih ok la...xde la super best, tp sbb aku baru kenal kan, aku search2 la lagu2 dia...not bad
selasa subuh-6.12 am-24/6
"no matter what i do, i always forget to forget you"..."so lonely"...your memories keep me hanging on"..."i love you so bad it hurts"..."you're a loser, but i love you"..."y wont u love me like i love u"..."i love you :)"..."i love you, you i idiot"..."true love never die"..."may be i'm not over him...but then again, may be i dont want to be"..." a girl and guy can be just friends. but at one point they will fall for each other. may be temporarily. may be at the wrong time. may be too late. or may be forever"..."it's tough, but i'm trying to get used to it, hope you're doing fine too"..."i want to be the only hand you ever need to hold"..."i will always love you"..."LOVE"..."when i have nothing to do, i think of you"..."i miss you"..."i miss your smile, i miss your kisses, i miss your voice, i miss your silly jokes, i miss your touch...i miss you"..."late at night when all the world is sleeping...i stay up and think of you...and i wish on a star...that somewhere you are...thinking of me too...cuz i'm dreaming of you tonight"..."just wait...someday you will want me back but i wont be waiting for you"
tuh jer la kot...aku bukannye tgh bercinta ke baru putus cinta ke...tp aku rasa lagu minah nih ok la...xde la super best, tp sbb aku baru kenal kan, aku search2 la lagu2 dia...not bad
selasa subuh-6.12 am-24/6
quick...
hey bloggie...i just wanna write a few things...cant write for long simply because i'm at home...home means not boring...can do a lot of things while at home :P (terutamanya tido...blh tido byk kali kat umah :P)
- saturday and sunday-->spent 2 days and 1 night at janda baik.a super duper awesome place owns by uncle sabri...the place is called aman rimba...aman la gak...tanah seluas 3 ekar...besar tptnye...mmg terserlah la kekayaan dia...peluang tuk go tpt nih pon sbb kawan aku carissa...dia tuh kire anak angkat family tuh la...family tuh ramai anak angkat...org kaya kan...tp overall mmg best...supposedly lebih ramai yg dtg, tp ade hal la...so tinggal carissa shams ngan aku...kat janda baik tuh shams terkehel bahu la plak...dislocated shoulder...berenang nak lawan aku...ahahaha...berenang melawan arus...aku alhamdulillah tak de pape...sudahnye bawak shams ker hospital tawakal...smuanye ok
- monday-->anta andak ke unity kolej...dia nak wat persediaan ke bandung indonesia.nak wat medic gak :) dia dok kat palm spring apartment kot...aku pon dah lupe2 nama tempat dia tuh...agak jauh gak ler apartment ngan college...kene naik bus ke unity college...the good thing is the college is just behind pejabat abah...so bleh ler makan lunch ngan abah ari2 :)
aku masih lagi rasa super penat...kepenatan yg x sudah2...letih dan letih...baru anta buku photostate :)lusa amik
padli budak yg keletihan
isnin-23/6-830 pm
Friday, June 20, 2008
tua
hey bloggie...my 2nd nite at home aka bangi...reached home at 12 last night :)
nothing extraordinary happened today...went to tabung haji in the attempt to withdraw my money to buy a new camera...unfortunately it was unsuccessful :P...my mom was right...i was being stubborn...ahahaha...since the account is under her ic number, she's the only one who could withdraw the money...at 1st she didnt allow me to withdraw the money, but i told her that i might have SLE like disease...my doctor asked me to check for lupus antibodies due to recurrent tongue and mouth ulcers...it's so painful sometimes...people are so amazed that i still could talk with such bad ulcer...super becok aka murai aku nih kan...ahahaha...owh back to the story...i told my mum i might have lupus, and i might die soon so i want to take as many pictures as i can for she can always remember me even after i die...initially she was quite annoyed la...she said org sihat pon mati...kalo abg ngah sakit makan ubat la (my mum is the only person who call me abg ngah (the rest call me abg li...including me :P) ...then i said "ye la...kena makan steroid...dah la abg li ni ade osteopenia (it's true man!!i've done dexa scan...my L4 ke L5 yg kurang bone density)...nanti sakit kidneys...have to go dialysis...and the list goes on...ahahaha...and then my mum pon kasi la jugak buku account tuh...tp sama jer cam tak bagi, sbb aku x leh nak kuar kan pon!!!buat kene gelak ngan mak aku jer...harapan palsu betul la mak aku nih...ahahaha (actually i am really scared of having autoimmune disease (it's one of the worst diseases to have...n i dont want to be on steroid for long...too many side effects)
so tonight we had family dinner at pizza hut kat kajang...my mom want to treat us before andak daftar kat unity college...i think now she is quite hesitant to become a doctor...ahahaha...sbb tgk abg dia struggle giler sampai botak2 pale...then we went to serdang to visit nenek...she hasnt been well lately...abah brought his doctor to see my granny...she got pneumonia...she is super thin...so fragile...i'm scared of getting old...scared of no one would take care of me :(...wak mi td emotional skit sbb dia cakap dia bleh jaga nenek ngan baik skali, tp dia tak tau sape yang bleh jaga dia nanti...apparently she doesnt put high hope on her children...hurm...entah la...sedih aku tgk kehidupan dia...susah jer...dr dulu sampai la skang...dulu masa kecik2 aku slalu dok umah dia...pagi2 tlg jual kuah...n now she is still selling nasi lemak for living...anak2 dia??entah aku x tau whether they help dia atau x...wak ramli (wak mi's husband) doesn't look so well either...in fact, i think his condition is worsening...he got some liver problem. at first i thought it was liver CA, but now it may be due to some infection...he's had few surgeries before...may be la...i dont know...the thing about government hospital doctors is they sometimes dont tell the patient of their diagnosis...so sampai skang aku x tau wak aku tuh sakit ape...malignancy ker or chronic infection...sigh*....kesimpulannye nanti dah jadi docotr, byk la tanggung jawab aku kat sedara mara aku...cuak2...
ok sudah ngantuk...esok mau gi janda baik...holiday bersama rakan2 uni...tute mate aku :)
padli budak bangi
jumaat malam-20/6-1148pm
nothing extraordinary happened today...went to tabung haji in the attempt to withdraw my money to buy a new camera...unfortunately it was unsuccessful :P...my mom was right...i was being stubborn...ahahaha...since the account is under her ic number, she's the only one who could withdraw the money...at 1st she didnt allow me to withdraw the money, but i told her that i might have SLE like disease...my doctor asked me to check for lupus antibodies due to recurrent tongue and mouth ulcers...it's so painful sometimes...people are so amazed that i still could talk with such bad ulcer...super becok aka murai aku nih kan...ahahaha...owh back to the story...i told my mum i might have lupus, and i might die soon so i want to take as many pictures as i can for she can always remember me even after i die...initially she was quite annoyed la...she said org sihat pon mati...kalo abg ngah sakit makan ubat la (my mum is the only person who call me abg ngah (the rest call me abg li...including me :P) ...then i said "ye la...kena makan steroid...dah la abg li ni ade osteopenia (it's true man!!i've done dexa scan...my L4 ke L5 yg kurang bone density)...nanti sakit kidneys...have to go dialysis...and the list goes on...ahahaha...and then my mum pon kasi la jugak buku account tuh...tp sama jer cam tak bagi, sbb aku x leh nak kuar kan pon!!!buat kene gelak ngan mak aku jer...harapan palsu betul la mak aku nih...ahahaha (actually i am really scared of having autoimmune disease (it's one of the worst diseases to have...n i dont want to be on steroid for long...too many side effects)
so tonight we had family dinner at pizza hut kat kajang...my mom want to treat us before andak daftar kat unity college...i think now she is quite hesitant to become a doctor...ahahaha...sbb tgk abg dia struggle giler sampai botak2 pale...then we went to serdang to visit nenek...she hasnt been well lately...abah brought his doctor to see my granny...she got pneumonia...she is super thin...so fragile...i'm scared of getting old...scared of no one would take care of me :(...wak mi td emotional skit sbb dia cakap dia bleh jaga nenek ngan baik skali, tp dia tak tau sape yang bleh jaga dia nanti...apparently she doesnt put high hope on her children...hurm...entah la...sedih aku tgk kehidupan dia...susah jer...dr dulu sampai la skang...dulu masa kecik2 aku slalu dok umah dia...pagi2 tlg jual kuah...n now she is still selling nasi lemak for living...anak2 dia??entah aku x tau whether they help dia atau x...wak ramli (wak mi's husband) doesn't look so well either...in fact, i think his condition is worsening...he got some liver problem. at first i thought it was liver CA, but now it may be due to some infection...he's had few surgeries before...may be la...i dont know...the thing about government hospital doctors is they sometimes dont tell the patient of their diagnosis...so sampai skang aku x tau wak aku tuh sakit ape...malignancy ker or chronic infection...sigh*....kesimpulannye nanti dah jadi docotr, byk la tanggung jawab aku kat sedara mara aku...cuak2...
ok sudah ngantuk...esok mau gi janda baik...holiday bersama rakan2 uni...tute mate aku :)
padli budak bangi
jumaat malam-20/6-1148pm
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
matahariku
this is the latest agnes monica's song-matahariku...like it
Dengarlah matahariku, suara tangisanku
Ku bersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu
spent rm 300 yesterday...bought a spare car key (lost the key at kota tinggi waterfall...saved by my favourite heroin carrisa yap) and also ate at the japanese restaurant (rm 20) and bought a new t-shirt at city plaza(went there with yus)...did the eating and shopping to elevate my mood...this is definitely an expensive way of trying to get my mood back to normal (in psych i would call this maladaptive response as i am perpetually broke... should've figured out something else i.e. something that doesnt involve money)...last day of osce...damn osce!!u make my life so miserable...it's hard to say i dont care, because i do care...care too much and it put me under unnecessary stress...will go back home tonight...it's time to take a break from jb...bangi is where i want to be...bangi is where the heart belongs to...
padli under unnecessary stress
thursday morning-19/6/08-8.05 am
Tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Ku harus relakanmu walau aku tak mau
(Chorus 1)
Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi
Dengarlah matahariku, suara tangisanku
Ku bersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu
spent rm 300 yesterday...bought a spare car key (lost the key at kota tinggi waterfall...saved by my favourite heroin carrisa yap) and also ate at the japanese restaurant (rm 20) and bought a new t-shirt at city plaza(went there with yus)...did the eating and shopping to elevate my mood...this is definitely an expensive way of trying to get my mood back to normal (in psych i would call this maladaptive response as i am perpetually broke... should've figured out something else i.e. something that doesnt involve money)...last day of osce...damn osce!!u make my life so miserable...it's hard to say i dont care, because i do care...care too much and it put me under unnecessary stress...will go back home tonight...it's time to take a break from jb...bangi is where i want to be...bangi is where the heart belongs to...
padli under unnecessary stress
thursday morning-19/6/08-8.05 am
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
kenangan...
Setiap saat indah yg telah dilalui bersama seseorang tidak selalunya berkekalan (nothing in this world last forever)...bile engkau rasa bahagia ketika sesuatu masa, walau hanya sesaat, pastikan engkau benar-benar merasainya...dan apabila saat itu berakhir, jangan ditangisi dan tidak perlu diratapi...ini adalah kitaran masa...masa akan terus berjalan kehadapan dan tidak pernah berhenti...samaskali ia tidak akan mengudurkan tapaknya walau sedetik...ia akan terus menapak langkah kehadapan tanpa menunggu sesiapa...apa yang telah berlaku, seharusnya menjadi KENANGAN dan lebih bermanfaat jika ia menjadi PENGAJARAN...
jangan lah bersedih...seseungguhnya kesedihan mu tidak dapat merubah apa yang telah berlaku...berhentilah mengenang pada KENANGAN, sesungguhnya ia tidak akan terjadi semula...setiap apa yg berlaku kini dan di masa hadapan merupakan sesuatu yang baru...tempuhilah ia dengan hati yang terbuka dan sentiasa redha dengan apa yang telah berlaku...biarkan KENANGAN tinggal KENANGAN...simpanlah ia didalam kotak memori jauh di sudut hati...bukalah ia jika ia membawa kegembiraan...hari tak selalunya cerah, hidup tak selalunya bahagia...harus selalu perbaiki diri...
sekian,
mohamad nurfadli senin
rakyat malaysia, 24 tahun
rabu-18 jun 2008-700 am
jangan lah bersedih...seseungguhnya kesedihan mu tidak dapat merubah apa yang telah berlaku...berhentilah mengenang pada KENANGAN, sesungguhnya ia tidak akan terjadi semula...setiap apa yg berlaku kini dan di masa hadapan merupakan sesuatu yang baru...tempuhilah ia dengan hati yang terbuka dan sentiasa redha dengan apa yang telah berlaku...biarkan KENANGAN tinggal KENANGAN...simpanlah ia didalam kotak memori jauh di sudut hati...bukalah ia jika ia membawa kegembiraan...hari tak selalunya cerah, hidup tak selalunya bahagia...harus selalu perbaiki diri...
sekian,
mohamad nurfadli senin
rakyat malaysia, 24 tahun
rabu-18 jun 2008-700 am
stupid...
Dear Mr. Bloggie,
I am so disappointed with myself today...i always knew that i wasn't a smart student, but i didn't expect to be this STUPID!!!Of all the 12 OSCE stations, i think i've failed 10 of them!!! How bloggie??how??how am i goin to pass 4th year??damn...not only i couldn't come up with diagnoses, i couldn't spell right (like 30 seconds were wasted to spell diaphragm!!)...no wonder i've never got A for my english (kalo eje pon tak reti, grammar lagi la tak betul!!)...i have to pass 4th year!!i dont care!!have to figure out ways to improve my skills!!...must PRACTICE
padli...SUPER disappointed
post osce stress disorder
tuesday-17/6/08-3.35 pm
I am so disappointed with myself today...i always knew that i wasn't a smart student, but i didn't expect to be this STUPID!!!Of all the 12 OSCE stations, i think i've failed 10 of them!!! How bloggie??how??how am i goin to pass 4th year??damn...not only i couldn't come up with diagnoses, i couldn't spell right (like 30 seconds were wasted to spell diaphragm!!)...no wonder i've never got A for my english (kalo eje pon tak reti, grammar lagi la tak betul!!)...i have to pass 4th year!!i dont care!!have to figure out ways to improve my skills!!...must PRACTICE
padli...SUPER disappointed
post osce stress disorder
tuesday-17/6/08-3.35 pm
Monday, June 16, 2008
cirit aka diarrhoea
adeh...sakit giler perut aku pagi td...aku bangun b4 kul 5 pagi dlm keadaan perutku yg super sakit lagi memeritkan...cane nak describe ha...(padan la patient pon susah nak describe derang nye pain...i think it's dull aching and colicky pain...shit...it was so painful that i shed tears to put up with the excruciating torture...luckily my bedroom is attached to the toilet...no need to go far...kire guling2 pon bleh sampai...n yg best skali nasub baik ler aku ade bucket itam tadah air...bleh aku letak kpale aku sambil menahan ngan tangan aku...lepak lama gak le dlm toilet...super sengsara...sampai la skang nih sakit nye...tp td main badminton...mmg x fit ler...adeh2...so xde mood la nak tulis pape malam nih...later la...aku sengsara skang nih...bauu smalam tuh dah x de pagi tadi...pelik mmg2 pelik...
smalam byk giler mende best yg aku wat...gi kawin sharna n bbq...gentleman's night :) tp later2 la aku tulis
adeh sakit perut...esok ade osce...arap x wat hal la perut aku
padli sakit perut
monday-8.05 pm-16/6/08
smalam byk giler mende best yg aku wat...gi kawin sharna n bbq...gentleman's night :) tp later2 la aku tulis
adeh sakit perut...esok ade osce...arap x wat hal la perut aku
padli sakit perut
monday-8.05 pm-16/6/08
Saturday, June 14, 2008
what is that smell???
omg!!! i cant sleep!! that smell...what is that smell??i woke from my sleep berbaukan bau pelik (a very very fishy smell)...thoughts were running through my mind (as a medical student i think it's normal to have hypochondriasis...shit...i thought i had some naso-cancer!!) and as i rationalise (cancer aka C.A.-the term that doctors usually use- wont be this sudden...it's more of insidious onset...and what the crap??there's no presentation as such...naso-CA kalo ade pon loss of smell bukannye dpt symptom bleh smell peculiar stuff...unless if i had olfactory hallucination which suggest other diagnoses...now i'm starting to doubt my capability to be a doctor!! ahaha)...so i thought it might be my room!! (yes my room is like a pig stall...ahahaha (ok la to look good in this blog, a pig stall is just an exaggeration!!)...i cant function when my room is tidy...i like my room to be messy as messy as my mind...i like the adventure and thrill of trying to find something early in the morning when the ward round is about to start in 10 minutes :P...and every time i take more that 5 minutes to find something or when i am really late and cant seem to find the thing, i promise myself to clean my room...but after i find the thing, it feels like the brain releases so much endorphine and i'll go into euphoric state...such an accomplishment :P....
ok ok merepek lagi...back to the story...bau nih pelik nak mampus, sampai aku bangun check satu umah...n bau sama...sampai aku bangun lipat baju dlm bakul...what the crap kan??...aku ingat bilik aku dah berubah bau...ahahaha...pastuh housemates aku yg lain bangun dr tdo nak subuh, cakap mende yg sama...so skang aku dah benti lipat kain (ahahaha...org perak cakap
--wat keje sambang--eh ye ker??aku pon x sure...ahahaha...sometimes it's hard to know because i think my parents have their own language...ahahaha...)
argh...aku ngantuk giler nih...smalam blk tgk cite hulk abis kul 1 lebih, sampai umah kul 2 pagi...berjaya beli hadiah utk sharna...the movie wasnt so 'incredible'...simply because i am not a big fan of the character, tp aku tak rasa membazir tgk (meaning the story is not bad at all)...the chick in that movie is so pretty!!owh..her voice super nice too...i love summer time...so many movies nak kuar...hehehe...tuh jer la kot..otak dah weng...aku x sangka aku weng begitu skali sampai aku gi basuh bed sheet aku!!ngantuk2...tak cukup tido...aku kene start baca buku nih...later...
padli budak yg sgt ngantuk
sunday morning-15/6/08-7 am
ok ok merepek lagi...back to the story...bau nih pelik nak mampus, sampai aku bangun check satu umah...n bau sama...sampai aku bangun lipat baju dlm bakul...what the crap kan??...aku ingat bilik aku dah berubah bau...ahahaha...pastuh housemates aku yg lain bangun dr tdo nak subuh, cakap mende yg sama...so skang aku dah benti lipat kain (ahahaha...org perak cakap
--wat keje sambang--eh ye ker??aku pon x sure...ahahaha...sometimes it's hard to know because i think my parents have their own language...ahahaha...)
argh...aku ngantuk giler nih...smalam blk tgk cite hulk abis kul 1 lebih, sampai umah kul 2 pagi...berjaya beli hadiah utk sharna...the movie wasnt so 'incredible'...simply because i am not a big fan of the character, tp aku tak rasa membazir tgk (meaning the story is not bad at all)...the chick in that movie is so pretty!!owh..her voice super nice too...i love summer time...so many movies nak kuar...hehehe...tuh jer la kot..otak dah weng...aku x sangka aku weng begitu skali sampai aku gi basuh bed sheet aku!!ngantuk2...tak cukup tido...aku kene start baca buku nih...later...
padli budak yg sgt ngantuk
sunday morning-15/6/08-7 am
the selfish heart
at school right now...just finished practicing osce with my tutemates... while waiting for the rest to finish, i want to write something here...just now, as i drove my way to skul, i saw a makcik walking up the hill (jalan yg dr yasin nak nuju ke hospital)...dia cam tercungap2 and looked very tired...and all i did was glanced at her...i wanted to give her a lift but i didnt know y i didnt stop...may be that time, there was a car behind me so i couldnt suddenly stop my car at the side 9but still, this is just an excuse)...so i continued driving with a guilty heart until i reached the skul and decided to turn back and try to find the makcik...the effort was in vain...i couldnt find her... even after i drove further down the road...there was no sign of her...obviouly i'm not a kind-hearted person but there are times when i feel like doing something good to people...and now i am left with regret...should've helped that makcik...entah la, ari nih emosi tak bape stabil
so tonight, the ultimate plan is not to eat dinner (ahahaha...my diet...day 2)...will go to jusco tebrau to find a pressie for sharna...tomorrow is her wedding day :) after that will join the boys and watch incredible hulk...not very keen to watch this movie though...but really cant be bothered to stay at home...it's a late night movie...so i guess i'll wake up late tomorrow...ok la bloggie...time to go...
padli budak rasa bersalah
saturday-14/6/08-8.26pm
Friday, June 13, 2008
pagi sabtu yg indah...
aku bangun pagi nih dgn perasaan yg berat skali...simply because i was too lazy to study...ahahaha...forced myself to get off from the bed and smayang subuh...then basuh baju n start baca gynae stuff...pastuh terasa sangap giler...dah terhangguk2 baca buku sbb ngantuk...ape lagi aku pon mengorak langkah menuju ke tilam aku yg super best n start baca sambil menyirap atas tilam...pon tersengguk-sengguk gak...tak leh jadi nih, kene abis kan baca, then aku decide nak mandi...baru jer isi air dlm 'bucket' aku (bilik aku x de shower...huhuhu...ade paip...so kene la tadah dalam tong!!ahahaha...) che mi ym aku...kata bapak am (cik taha kot nama dia) dah dtg nak potong rumput...ape lagi, aku terpakse aa kuar kan, tunjuk muke...pastuh time tuh mrs. muru pon ade skali kat depan tuh, ajak aku trim pokok2 kat laman umah...aku pon stay la kat situ...aku ngan baju tido aku pon lepak aa kat luar (since i just did my laundry aku malas nak salin baju baru...ahahaha...yg kat ampaian tuh my clothes le...byk gile kain pelekat (ade 4)...i am a kain pelekat lover:))...sambil2 menolong ape yg patut...since petang nih ade discussion osce, kire pagi nih dah kire exercise ler :P...smalam berjaya x makan pape!! yeay!!fadli is back on his diet!!(yus kata aku ade body dysmorphic disorder!!)
so kat atas tuh gambar2 aku tgh nyibuk2 mengemas laman la konon nye..pajero tuh kete penan, myvi itam tuh aku nye :P...besar laman umah sewa aku nih...tp puas ati le...but still...i thought we didnt have to pay him!! tp kene bayar gak!!darn...duit tabung umah dah nak abis!!! ahahaha...time to mandi...dah start miang2...
padli budak dok kat jb
no 18, jalan kemuncak 4, taman nong chik
80100 jb (aku rasa alamat nih x bape betul...ahahaha..barai2)
sat morn'-14/6-10.30 am
Thursday, June 12, 2008
xtvt ari jumaat
abis discussion aku gi layan amik gambar ngan budak2 yg ade kat lecture td...xde keje :p...aku pakai baju melayu nih, ade jugak la makhluk2 yg kata aku pakai scrubs...(patut amik scrubs yg betul2 nye masa masuk ot or time wat ong dulu le)pakai scrubs ok lagi...ade yg kata aku pakai PYJAMAS!! ahahaha...nak kene pakai ngan sampin skali kot baru nampak cam baju melayu :P
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