my 24th...

melangkah ke arah kematangan...

hey bloggie...i'm 24 now...feel so old :) so freakin OLD!!

nothing much that i want to write in here...been slacking for the whole week...but it was fun...there's no need to stress myself out too much...chill babe chill

at the age of 24, i know i've done so many bad things...yeah...for instance, i went totally mad last thursday...i scolded syimot in front of other people (with my loud voice which made the thing worse)...very very unprofessional...i could see tears in her eyes but i just couldn't control my anger towards her...i blew up big this time...i tried to validate my action and eventually i realised that i was at fault...it was my mistake...n i apologised...luckily the apology was accepted...syimot is more of like a sister to me...probably i lost my inhibition...personally i think we only show our true colours to our own family...they've seen the good and bad sides of us...that night i called her...said sorry and was really really regretful of what happened...so once again...sorry syimot...i seriously think i should join anger management program...owh not to forget yana and marisa for their advise...for being true and honest to me...and for the support....really appreciate it

so yeah...official 24 years old...like i said before...i've done so many bad things...but i guess it doesnt make me a bad person...everyone deserves chances in their life to become a better person...mistakes are made...to err is human :)...syimot gave me a second chance and i'm very thankful for that :)...so padli, chin up and open your eyes!!...more exciting journey is to come...just enjoy each moment (i think the best way to do this is by stop complaining and stop saying 'buhsan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

k lah

latest picture taken on my bday day!!!



happy bday padli
moga idup dirahmati allah...direstui keluarga...dah ditemani member2 yg best cam skang nih (idup monash malaysia...ahaha)