Tuesday, July 29, 2008

buah2an tempatan...

x leh lama...kene sambung wat assignment...amik rambutan dgn byknye ari nih...will upload the pics soon :)...makan cempedak rambutan ngan manggis...hehehe :)

selasa malam-1130 mlm-29/7/08

Monday, July 28, 2008

...

aku buang masa lagi...

padli-selasa-29/7-745 pagi

super fast...

ello bloggie...x leh lelama...keje byk x siap lagi

- aku rasa cam org bodo plak sejak masuk sem baru nih
- weekend aku cam a total waste jer
- aku syukur sbb aku bleh masak...tension2 aku makan...aku dah gemuk skit kot...makan jer keje aku
- aku dah kemas bilik...
- aku panjat pokok rambutan ari nih :) (aku suke panjat memanjat!!!)
- aku dah uruskan hal aku ngan uni ari nih...cam cilake jer...all the undue stress...
- aku dah plan nak wat ape kalo aku kene repeat next year!!! keje kat hotel!! mungkin amik kelas memasak ker :)
- aim nak siapkan psych assignment by wednesday...tp cam x bleh jer...mampos!!!
- nuzul nak turun ari kamis nih!! excited !!! tp keje byk tertanggung!!

padli budak serabut
isnin malam-28/7/08-1010 malam

Friday, July 25, 2008

alone

lately, i've been doing stuff on my own...for instance, just got back from burger king...it was a late dinner (or should i just call it supper??)...it was good...i feel more comfortable with myself...the other day i went to watch movie by myself...i think i've grown...but this doesnt mean i dont like to socialise...slalu jer lepak2 ngan budak2 nih, cume skang nih, aku mmg x kesah giler kalo nak jenjalan sengsorang...

ok lah, nak cite skit...skang nih aku rasa cam dah musim ujan...ari2 ujan...the worst part kalo ujan di pagi ari...ya allah...sejuk nye la air tadahan aku...sejuk sampai menusuk ke sumsung tulang (ayat komik alam pewira :P)so smalam aku masak la air...problem nye ngan cerek terbaru aku nih, dia bleh masak air sekali jer dlm satu2 masa,kirenye nak kene tunggu samapi cerek tuh sejuk dulu baru bleh masak air baru...so dgn berbekal kan air dlm cerek letrik tuh, aku pon mencampur kan la ngan air yg super sejuk dlm 1 baldi...x de la sejuk air dlm baldi tuh...tp tuh la, bleh mandi 1 baldi jer la!! ahahaha :P...tuh smalam, pagi td, aku letak air panas dlm air takungan aku yg kat dlm bucket itam tuh...rupe2 nye byk la plak air dlm bucket tuh...so kirenye air dlm tuh masih sejuk...aku mandi dlm kesejukan pagi td :(...ahahaha...bilik aku ade pemanas air...tp bilik org lain x de, so aku x pakai ler...aku mule2 bodo giler...ingat kan mende tuh x elok...sebab dulu aku pasang kejap n expect air jadi panas...ade satu ari tuh aku nak pasang lampu kot, terpasang suis dia n lupe nak tutup...then beberapa jam pastuh aku bukak air kat pili yg warna merah tuh, air yg kuar air panas...kagum la aku seketika...rupenye2 kene tunggu lama gak utk air tuh jadi panas...tp disebabkan bilik air lagi 1 xde, aku pon x pakai le...aku pakai cara old skul...jerang air...hehehe


k lah,
slamat malam
padli budak yg sepi kot :P
jumaat malam-12 tgh malam-25/7/08

Monday, July 21, 2008

gemuk....

ye bloggie...mmg betul...pakcik che mi cakap aku gemuk...masa mule2 sampai ngan masa nak balik...adeh...so aku no komen la kan...dia cakap aku happy dok jb!! happy ker??


ari nih dpt result pekse ari tuh...1 paper n 2 osce bawah borderline...satu jer lepas....ahahahaha....tuh pon .5 lebih dr markah borderline...so target skang nih bleh dpt supp ujung tahun nih...so ade chance la nak lepas 4th year...

ari nih aku tdo ngan nyenyak nye time dr jeya nye bedside...bad boy!!! pastuh layan cite 27 dresses n bukak posa kat tepian tebrau...then gi umah pak cik cik mi...kene cap GEMOK...ahahaha...

padli budak perut kembung n buncit...post-durian
isnin malam-20/7/08-1145 malam

Sunday, July 20, 2008

minggu2 yg sudah...

pekabo en. bloggie? hang sihat? lame bebenor rasenye aku idok nulih panjang lebo kat dlm menatang nih...

so beberapa minggu2 kebelakangan nih, aku agak down...mungkin sebab aku masih tak berjaya menyiapkan essay gp ngan psych aku...or may be because of the ulcers in my mouth...there are like bitches!!sakit nak mampus...so i was like in pain 24-7 for the past several days!!!now they are behaving well and hopefully they'll be gone by next week :P

few things yg aku wat n pk beberapa minggu yg sudah

- keadaan anak2 yg mengalami masalah tumpuan dan pembelajaran...i did child psych for the last 2 weeks...the most common presentations at the clinic are ADHD, autism and learning problems...to sit in a consulting room with the specialist (who is apparently looks like mr bean and he is just funny!!) and see how he conducted each cases just amazed me...he stressed on positive parenting and the importance of OT(occupational therapy), speech therapy and few other stuff that will help to nature those kids with such conditions...

- went to watch a theater on last tuesday night...overall it was fun...i enjoyed the show but somehow i felt certain issues that were brought up on the theater were just inappropriate... some people might get offended...the whole show was basically to make fun of the current issues that are happening in malaysia

- makan ubi bersama rakan2 umah banglo

- wat ujian darah

-main badmin minggu sudah- bergu ngan jehe

- also did some stupid stuff...as always...but i'm praying hard to god to help me...

- ke batu pahat sabtu dan ahad sudah, kesana menjalankan tanggung jawab sosial...memberi motivasi kpd adik2 mrsm yg nak amik spm thn nih :)

- since i have multiple ulcers...i prefer to lock myself in my room :)...love my room...and today i just rearranged few things...apparently the tikar cam dah hangus kene matahari...so aku ubah la posisi katil aku ngan tpt sidai kain

- jehe wat makan2 skit...so smalam mmg kenyang giler aa...sempena ari jadi dia :)

- aku juga agak bimbang akan situasi politik di tanah air ku ini...agak kurang menyenangkan la dgn isu2 skang nih...aku rasa tidak ada kejujuran dr pemimpin2 dlm memimpin...dan tidak ade kesatuan org2 melayu...aku rasa cam lama2 ilang la kekuatan org2 melayu...aku kesihan akan anak2 melayu yg masih muda...cabaran mereka lebih besar nanti...tp aku rasa masih ramai yg tidak sedar diri...masih mahu menggoyang kaki...contoh terdekat adalah org yg sedang menulis nih...ahahaha...

ok la tuh aku rasa sampai di sini saje...sbb tenet nih lambat sgt aku x leh nak upload byk lagi gambar...aku wat esok ler :)




padli bdk separa kenyang :)
ahad malam-20/7/08-9 malam

Friday, July 18, 2008

masak

omg!!!aku x percaya yg aku berjaya masak kew tiao yg sedap...rindu la plak kat mak...rasa cam masakan mak jer...hehehe...mmg sedap la tp, sungguh terharu akan skill sendiri(ahahaha..berangan jer lebih)...so since aku masih belum lupe cane nak masak...esok atau luse aku nak gi beli kuali baru...hehehe...so x de la rasa rugi sgt kalo beli kuali baru

padli bdk yg kekenyangan
jumaat malam...tgk walk to remember skang nih...18/7/08...11 pm

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

kejap...

hello bloggie!!!!!!! miss u heaps!!!!!!! havent written anything in here for like ages!!! but because of the undue laziness (plus letih lagi busy wang masa) aku x sempat la nak tulis pape... anyway...ari nih pkk tutes...dpt patient yg ade adhesion colic...lunch makan sushi king...pastuh layan movie...pastuh gi jogging kat istana...makan kat skul...ade bbq la konon2 nye...layan satu lagu b4 i left school...i left my camera kat yus' house!!how bad is that??


ok lah...x leh lelama...keje byk tertangguh...

padli budak yg keje nye tertangguh mangguh
rabu-16/7-11pm

Monday, July 7, 2008

perpetual sadness...

mr bloggie!!!!!!!!!!!!MISS u heaps! been busy lately...busy craping and wasting time

skang nih ade sekor semut bersayap (aka kalakatu kalo x silap aku aa)jalan ulang alik atas laptop aku...

beberapa ari nih, x wat mende pon...study skit...try wat assignment skit...discussion skit ngan bebudak nih pasal soklan pekse ari tuh...osce practice n gi danga bay(jom heboh) semalam (aku mmg layan kalo mende2 melibat kan penyanyi2 nih). so very insignificant la aku rasa...owh, it's not totally insignificant...went out with yana to the city and break fast together :)...smalam gi sure heboh ngan yus!!!merempet ngan dia, merempet ngan MR BEK...dia cakap 1st experience naik motor jauh...tak de la jauh sgt, dr umah dia ke danga bay jer :P masa kat jom heboh...ya allah byk nye sampah kat jalan...ape la rakyat malaysia nih...memalukan sungguh...

ari nih aku dok methadone clinic...sembang ngan sorang dr postgraduate...he's in his 2nd year...he asjed me what i want to specialise in...i said i want to do something else...i cant see myself progressing in this field...so no point staying...he said it's not a bad idea after all...he knows someone who spend his career as a medical officer until he retires...have to work with young specialists even though he's more experience than them...but what to do...ni lah hakikat dunia perubatan...mmg x leh nak naik pangkat kalo ko xde master ke ape...so aku down la jugak pasal mende nih...aku rasa aku nanti abis perkhidmatan nak apply jadi cg ler :)


so ari nih gi makan kat kedai paridah ngan kain pelekat jer...sempoi jer aku nih...selekeh...smalam gi city pakai suar track...kesimpulannye aku rasa sebak...










sekain saja
padli budak ati kacau
isnin-9.10 malam-7/7/08

Saturday, July 5, 2008

all the things...

dah 2 ari tak tulis mende kat sini...busy bermalas malasan :)

aku rasa aku nih antara manusia yg suke pk mende yg bukan2...contohnye

1. time aku makan kat kedai tepian tebrau...aku pk...kedai sebelah nih, stiap kali aku dtg tak de org pon, dia tak JELES ker kat kedai yg aku makan nih, slalu ramai org?? kalo aku sure aku dah jeles...pastuh aku pk, adakah aku nih kaki JELES??

aku dah tak de mood
sekian-ahad-

Thursday, July 3, 2008

kamis...

allo mr. bloggie kawan yg sentiasa sudu mendengar bebelan ku


ari nih aku mule kan ari aku ngan smayang subuh...baca yasin sedekah kat nenek...pastuh baca buku skit then i tried to invent something...quit stupid actually...aku wat cam tpt letak pen kat buku peads aku...sbb aku ade tendency nak ilang kan pen2 aku dgn jaya nye...i took more then 15 minutes to do it...the result-->disappointing...i think it's the most hideous invention ever made :p...pastuh sudah nye lambat ke kelas...

dr hazian kasi briefing pasal osce la...i did very badly la kan...tp x pe :0 coba lagi!!then gi clinic dr leong...we planed for autoimmune screening...the tests cost is super high if done in private lab, so she recommended me to do the test at pkk :)...heheheh...bayar rm 1 jer :P nih la best nye jd budak medic kot...bleh wat ujian darah tanpa beratur panjang :)

pastuh petang tuh baca buku skit lagi...x byk sbb ngantuk giler...abis kan ikan yg abah kasi smalam...then gerak ke umah ajis n the geng...gi jenjalan kat istana pastuh dinner...jumpe meriam ngan kin skali kat sana by accident...pastuh lepak library abis kan gp essay n index case task :)...


so nih gambar2 poyo aku...sudah gemuk ler...perut pon sudah buncit...hehehe...ade la gambar taman istana skit...akan aku amik gambar2 taman istana lebih byk lagi...kali nih gambar aku ngan ajis, jehe n abe jer lebih aku rasa...anyway esok 1 rejab :) arap2 dpt perbanyakan amalan di bulan yg mulia ini :)








padli budak yg sakit bahu yg teramat sgt
derita lebih seminggu dah
kamis-11 malam-3 july kot (ke 2 ari bulan??malas nak check)

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

hajjah musinam bte kortogio

this morning around 7.15, received a phone call from abah and ayad... they told me nenek has passed away (may be around 6.50 -7.00 am)...i asked abah whether i should go back or not...and he said up to me...then i called mak asking the same question, and the same answer was given...she said i just saw nenek before i went back to jb, and it's quite far and i have class to attend...it's understandable if i don't attend the funeral...so i confessed that i didn't have money to drive back and i definitely don't want to take bus (too long and too tiring)...then my mum said she'll give me money if i go back...so i decided to go back after that and called dr leong informing her that i wouldn't come for consulting skill tute...the journey to serdang didnt take long...i think i drove too fast (now praying so hard yg aku tak kene saman...kul 1030 pagi dah sampai serdang...)smua wak2 ade...yg paling sedih wak mi, sbb dia yg jaga nenek kan...selesai kebumi after zuhor, aku makan jap kat umah wak mi then balik umah tido...kul 6 lebih gerak ke senawang...lepak2 jap umah cg ju (rambut dia dah panjang...cun la aku rasa...dia rasa cam rambut cam bree :P) kul 11.10 sampai jb, kuar kan duit kat bsn...n skang kat umah :)


serba sedikit pasal arwah nenek aku nih...berasal dr jawa tengah indonesia...dtg merantau bersama atuk...mak cakap beza umur antara atuk ngan nenek agak jauh la...nenek isteri kedua rasa nye...i think she is a wonder woman...losing her husband after confinement (atuk mati masa abah setahun n paman atan baru lahir...cancer perut org kata) and have to raise 10 children by her own...dia mengerje kan sawah bendang...byk gak la...sama ngan wak2 yg lain...pastuh dia jual kuih, tempe, ubi ngan macam2 lagi...kirenye nenek aku nih serba boleh aa...mmg idup susah giler time tuh......hasil jualan tuh kasi anak2 makan...seingat aku, nenek tak byk cakap masa aku kecik2 sampai la aku dah besar...tp aku tak tau la cam ne dia masa die mude...masa kecik2 dulu, kalo nenek dtg umah, smua mende dia nak wat...mmg dia tak leh dok diam aa...dia paling rimas kalo duduk umah anak yg tak kasi dia wat ape2...so mak aku layan kan aje la nenek aku tuh...ape dia nak wat biarkan, pastuh kalo x betul ker, mak aku wat balik...kalo dok lama skit kat umah anak2 sure nak balik......nak tgk ayam (a typical nenek2 la aku rasa)...kalo nenek ade masa, dia anyam tikar mengkuang...kalo ade lebih dia kasi org, abah pon suke amik tikar yg nenek wat dulu...dia dulu jaga anak org belakang (aka anak arwah paman atan...so dia sayang giler aa kat derang nih)...nenek mmg baik ngan anak2 senin (adik beradik aku la kan)...dulu kalo balik kampung sure kasi duit nye (rm 1 jer, tp time budak2 kan...sure seronok)...sbb abah jarang balik kampung, aku pon jarang la jumpe nenek (tp since nenek dok serdang, mmg slalu sgt jumpe la sbb dah dekat)...dolu2 kalo jumpe, sure aku sakat nenek...nenek layan aku...kadang2 dia tak paham ape aku cakap, aku pon tak paham ape dia cakap :P...nenek slalu pakai sekop pale...so aku slalu pk cara cane nak tgk rambut nenek...most of the time tak dapat la...sbb nenek aku tak nak bukak, tp ade satu masa tuh, masa nenek kat umah, dia nak jemur tilam, pastuh cane ntah tilam tuh berat kot, nak jatuh, dia tahan ngan pale dia, pastuh letak kat atas gate, n sekop dia jatuh...tuh la first time aku tgk rambut nenekk...happy giler aku rasa...aku tak tolong pon dia time tuh, sbb sibuk tgk rambut dia...lagi satu, aku suke main teliga dia...sbb lubang tindik dia agak besar la...pakai subang berat kan...nenek start pindah serdang after dia terjatuh dlm toilet...pastuh dia dah tak leh nak jalan...so wak mi amik nenek n jaga dia...aku rasa ade la dekat 4-5 tahun jugak...nenek lama2 makin kurus sbb dia tak mau makan...nenek menghembuskan nafas terakhir dgn mudah...itu kata wak rah...alhamdulillah...sudah tiba masa utk dia pergi...


aku rasa aku dah letih aa...nak tido...drive gi balik dr jb ke serdang then ke jb balik...sgt penat...semoga roh nenek di cucuri rahmat...


al-fatihah
rabu malam yg hening-12.07am-2/7

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

smalam...

(skang nih tgh dok atas kusi ngadap meja n laptop sambil makan oat)

smalam aku oncall...so x tulis pape kat dlm nih sbb balik umah dah kul 1030 malam...tak leh tulis bebanyak kat sini sbb sat agi nak bersiap ke kelas...xde mende sgt pon mende yg berlaku smalam.case2 time oncall:

1-forensic case (dituduh menceroboh)
2-DKA (it's cool to see how the doctor stabalised the patient-->patient also has lung infection (heard crepitation both lungs) and acute on chronic renal failure
3-post-epilepsy with psychosis (the patient was calm at that time-->tab valium was given
4-aggressive behaviour-->schizo case

the doctor oncall was nice (she doesnt friendly though). she taught navena and I a lot (especially how to present a case :)

sekian
padli budak bujang
sakit perut nak buang air
rabu pagi -7.15 am-2/7