finally tomorrow will be the end of my 4th year in medical school for this year ( yeah...the chances of me repeating the year is super high...so i dont put too much hope in it...)
i realised live is actually not that hard...like let say if i fail this year and have to repeat next year...and that's that...so what?? just re do la...life goes on n i'm still have to breathe...
the xm is really really hard...it clearly has proven to me that more effort need to put into this so called 'medicine' if i want to pass it...had a very severe fever + chill+ rigor!!! did poorly in osce :(
tu jer la kot...probably esok balik bangi
sekian
minggu2 yg aku telah byk membuang masa
aku seorang pembuang masa
padli senin si pembuang masa
ahad 23 nov 2008
11.14 malam
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
long time no write...
it's been a while...been slacking n wasting time most of the time...7 more days before the final exam and i dont think i'm totally prepared...my confidence level is now down to 0%...nil...zero...kosong :P...the main reason i decided to write in here because i missed this blog...i am the most inconsistent person i guess...kejap tulis kejap tak :P...hehehe...ok lah bloggie...miss u heaps!!! want to do some work...will write here more later...u take care...pray hard for the xm :)
padli budak ntah pape
rabu malam yg x productive-11pm-5/11/08
padli budak ntah pape
rabu malam yg x productive-11pm-5/11/08
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
the night of celebration...
hey hey...just came back from celebrating my 24th bday !!! my friends (carissa, navena, elene, bruce, shahid, ajis, penan n shams) and i went to danga mall tonight to have dinner and then we played bowling!!! it was fun totally a fun night for me...
nak cepat nih...secara ringkas nye:
- tgh ari smalam yana blanja lunch (makan sama skali ngan cik yam and marisa) then gi lecture kat HSI...aku tdo jer lebih
- last night after osce practice, makan2 kek...hehehe...it was a surprised
- ari nih cadang nak wat assignment...x berhasil...tgh ari kuar makan ngan cik yam, marisa, yana, ajis)
- tgh ari gi lecture kat hsi ngan 2 org 5th year from oz...
- malam beronggeng :)
nih hadiah2 yg aku dpt...hehehe
padli budak yg happy :)
mekasih smua...really really appreciate it!!
selasa malam-21/10/08-11.42 pm
nak cepat nih...secara ringkas nye:
- tgh ari smalam yana blanja lunch (makan sama skali ngan cik yam and marisa) then gi lecture kat HSI...aku tdo jer lebih
- last night after osce practice, makan2 kek...hehehe...it was a surprised
- ari nih cadang nak wat assignment...x berhasil...tgh ari kuar makan ngan cik yam, marisa, yana, ajis)
- tgh ari gi lecture kat hsi ngan 2 org 5th year from oz...
- malam beronggeng :)
nih hadiah2 yg aku dpt...hehehe
padli budak yg happy :)
mekasih smua...really really appreciate it!!
selasa malam-21/10/08-11.42 pm
Sunday, October 19, 2008
my 24th...
melangkah ke arah kematangan...
hey bloggie...i'm 24 now...feel so old :) so freakin OLD!!
nothing much that i want to write in here...been slacking for the whole week...but it was fun...there's no need to stress myself out too much...chill babe chill
at the age of 24, i know i've done so many bad things...yeah...for instance, i went totally mad last thursday...i scolded syimot in front of other people (with my loud voice which made the thing worse)...very very unprofessional...i could see tears in her eyes but i just couldn't control my anger towards her...i blew up big this time...i tried to validate my action and eventually i realised that i was at fault...it was my mistake...n i apologised...luckily the apology was accepted...syimot is more of like a sister to me...probably i lost my inhibition...personally i think we only show our true colours to our own family...they've seen the good and bad sides of us...that night i called her...said sorry and was really really regretful of what happened...so once again...sorry syimot...i seriously think i should join anger management program...owh not to forget yana and marisa for their advise...for being true and honest to me...and for the support....really appreciate it
so yeah...official 24 years old...like i said before...i've done so many bad things...but i guess it doesnt make me a bad person...everyone deserves chances in their life to become a better person...mistakes are made...to err is human :)...syimot gave me a second chance and i'm very thankful for that :)...so padli, chin up and open your eyes!!...more exciting journey is to come...just enjoy each moment (i think the best way to do this is by stop complaining and stop saying 'buhsan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
k lah
latest picture taken on my bday day!!!
happy bday padli
moga idup dirahmati allah...direstui keluarga...dah ditemani member2 yg best cam skang nih (idup monash malaysia...ahaha)
hey bloggie...i'm 24 now...feel so old :) so freakin OLD!!
nothing much that i want to write in here...been slacking for the whole week...but it was fun...there's no need to stress myself out too much...chill babe chill
at the age of 24, i know i've done so many bad things...yeah...for instance, i went totally mad last thursday...i scolded syimot in front of other people (with my loud voice which made the thing worse)...very very unprofessional...i could see tears in her eyes but i just couldn't control my anger towards her...i blew up big this time...i tried to validate my action and eventually i realised that i was at fault...it was my mistake...n i apologised...luckily the apology was accepted...syimot is more of like a sister to me...probably i lost my inhibition...personally i think we only show our true colours to our own family...they've seen the good and bad sides of us...that night i called her...said sorry and was really really regretful of what happened...so once again...sorry syimot...i seriously think i should join anger management program...owh not to forget yana and marisa for their advise...for being true and honest to me...and for the support....really appreciate it
so yeah...official 24 years old...like i said before...i've done so many bad things...but i guess it doesnt make me a bad person...everyone deserves chances in their life to become a better person...mistakes are made...to err is human :)...syimot gave me a second chance and i'm very thankful for that :)...so padli, chin up and open your eyes!!...more exciting journey is to come...just enjoy each moment (i think the best way to do this is by stop complaining and stop saying 'buhsan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
k lah
latest picture taken on my bday day!!!
happy bday padli
moga idup dirahmati allah...direstui keluarga...dah ditemani member2 yg best cam skang nih (idup monash malaysia...ahaha)
Sunday, October 12, 2008
berzaman...
hey bloggie...
berzaman aku rasa semenjak aku menulis kat blog ni...aku rasa kemalasan telah berjaya menguasai 85% tubuh aku...seluruh anggota aku kini diketuai oleh kemalasan...ye...kemalasan telah berjaya menakluki diri aku
utk hari ini, aku telah membelanjakan wang sejumlah rm 140 utk 2 btg reket badminton...sudah pon ade defect skit...ahahaha...n aku x bape kesah plak...nothing last forever...this is a new concept that i've grasped...
sepanjang 2 bulan nih, aku mengeluh dan mengeluh...menyalah kan puasa sebagai punca utama aku kepenatan melampau...tp skang nih aku dah x puasa tp still malas gak...agak menyesal kerana tdk memanfaatkan ramadhan sebaik nye...moga2 di panjangkan umur oleh Allah utk aku bertemu ramadhan ditahun hadapan...
raya tahun ini merupakan raya yg indah bagi aku...aku menyambutnya dgn penuh gembira...bertemu sanak saudara...mengunjung rumah sanak saudara...teman teman...aku rasa ia merupakan satu sambutan yg bermakna...sayang nya kami sudah tidak beraya di kampung tg karang semenjak arwah nenek tinggal bersama wak mi setelah lumpuh...kini beliau sudah pergi dah aku berdoa agar rohnya dicucuri rahmat Allah...
beraya di kampung sg siput bukanlah suatu yg amat nantikan...tp yg membuatkan aku gembira apabila aku dpt membuat mak aku gembira apabila pulang ke kampungnya...mak begitu istimewa...mak bahagia aku pon turut merasa perasaan yg sama...
kini perut ku sudah boroi...aku sudah tidak mampu melihat cermin lebih 5 saat...takut-takut aku down tgk bentuk badan aku skang nih...secara jujur ia tidak lah begitu teruk...cuma aku nih jer yg ade masalah mental pasal bab2 badan nih...body dysmorphic disorder gamak-nye :)
aku baru sedar yg aku terpakse menyertai acara marathon di negara temasik pada 7 december ini...keesokan harinya merupakan perayaan raya haji...aku rasa mungkin aku terpaksa beraya di jb...sepaptutnya aku membatalkan penyertaan aku sebelum 22 september...tetapi aku tidak berbuat demikian kerana tidak membaca email yg telah diberikan kepada aku seminggu sebelum tarikh berkenaan...ia merupakan salah satu daripada jutaan kelalaian aku :) terima jer la...salah sendiri
lagi 1 bulan utk aku menempuh peperiksaan akhir tahun...malangnya persiapannya amat lah hambar...takut2 aku terpaksa ulang tahun...moga2 dijauhkan allah...sebentar lagi aku akan mula mengarang assignment ebcp aku
aku berdoa agar semuanya berjalan dgn lancar...amin
padli budak perutnye boroi
ahad 12/10/08 1120pm
berzaman aku rasa semenjak aku menulis kat blog ni...aku rasa kemalasan telah berjaya menguasai 85% tubuh aku...seluruh anggota aku kini diketuai oleh kemalasan...ye...kemalasan telah berjaya menakluki diri aku
utk hari ini, aku telah membelanjakan wang sejumlah rm 140 utk 2 btg reket badminton...sudah pon ade defect skit...ahahaha...n aku x bape kesah plak...nothing last forever...this is a new concept that i've grasped...
sepanjang 2 bulan nih, aku mengeluh dan mengeluh...menyalah kan puasa sebagai punca utama aku kepenatan melampau...tp skang nih aku dah x puasa tp still malas gak...agak menyesal kerana tdk memanfaatkan ramadhan sebaik nye...moga2 di panjangkan umur oleh Allah utk aku bertemu ramadhan ditahun hadapan...
raya tahun ini merupakan raya yg indah bagi aku...aku menyambutnya dgn penuh gembira...bertemu sanak saudara...mengunjung rumah sanak saudara...teman teman...aku rasa ia merupakan satu sambutan yg bermakna...sayang nya kami sudah tidak beraya di kampung tg karang semenjak arwah nenek tinggal bersama wak mi setelah lumpuh...kini beliau sudah pergi dah aku berdoa agar rohnya dicucuri rahmat Allah...
beraya di kampung sg siput bukanlah suatu yg amat nantikan...tp yg membuatkan aku gembira apabila aku dpt membuat mak aku gembira apabila pulang ke kampungnya...mak begitu istimewa...mak bahagia aku pon turut merasa perasaan yg sama...
kini perut ku sudah boroi...aku sudah tidak mampu melihat cermin lebih 5 saat...takut-takut aku down tgk bentuk badan aku skang nih...secara jujur ia tidak lah begitu teruk...cuma aku nih jer yg ade masalah mental pasal bab2 badan nih...body dysmorphic disorder gamak-nye :)
aku baru sedar yg aku terpakse menyertai acara marathon di negara temasik pada 7 december ini...keesokan harinya merupakan perayaan raya haji...aku rasa mungkin aku terpaksa beraya di jb...sepaptutnya aku membatalkan penyertaan aku sebelum 22 september...tetapi aku tidak berbuat demikian kerana tidak membaca email yg telah diberikan kepada aku seminggu sebelum tarikh berkenaan...ia merupakan salah satu daripada jutaan kelalaian aku :) terima jer la...salah sendiri
lagi 1 bulan utk aku menempuh peperiksaan akhir tahun...malangnya persiapannya amat lah hambar...takut2 aku terpaksa ulang tahun...moga2 dijauhkan allah...sebentar lagi aku akan mula mengarang assignment ebcp aku
aku berdoa agar semuanya berjalan dgn lancar...amin
padli budak perutnye boroi
ahad 12/10/08 1120pm
Friday, September 5, 2008
bile nak kawin??
Title: Utk Yang Single-Mingle
p/s : juga utk yg asyik dok bertanya jodoh si bujang2... :)
Bila nak kawin???
Di sini orang bertanya
Di sana orang menyoal
Tak kira teman mahu kenalan
Asyik-asyik itu je yang jadi bualan
Begitulah nasib orang bujang
Tak kira lelaki mahupun perempuan
Bila nak kawin???
Keluarga pun dah mula risau
Si teruna. emak bimbang jadi bujang terlajak
Si dara. ayah takut bergelar andalusia
Bila nak kawin???
Jiran turut sama menumpang tanya
Bila dijawab jodoh belum ada
Kata mereka, kita kenalah usaha
Mandi bunga salah satu caranya
Tak pun mandi ais boleh dicuba(he..he..ni cadangan pelik kawan saya)
Bila nak kawin???
Aduuuhh.aku disoal lagi
Kawin??? Nak kawin dengan sapa?
Calon pun takde.
Hah!!! Awak tu memilih sangat agaknya
Ewah-ewah sedap sungguh mulut berkata
Bila nak kawin???
Akan ku kawin jam-jam ni juga ( haa.haa.haa)
Andai memilih isteri semudah bershopping di pasar malam
Atau semudah membeli VCD cetak rompak
Atau sesenang memakan twisties..
Bila nak kawin???
Aaahhh.sungguh aku bosan
Banyak yang lain boleh jadi persoalan
Kenapa asyik itu yang dihadapkan
Apa kita nak heran
Lambat cepatnya jodoh, Allah yang tentukan.
Bila nak kawin???
Pada yang masih bujang
Biarkanlah mereka terus bertanya
Usah ditunggu letih mulut mereka (Takkan letihnya sampai bebila..)
Kalau ada jodoh.
Insya-Allah takkan ke mana.
Bila nak kawin???
Usah dirisaukan jodoh orang
Jaga masjid sendiri agar tidak goyang
Lain orang lain rezekinya
Syukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada
hasil ciplak dr sumber internet :)
p/s : juga utk yg asyik dok bertanya jodoh si bujang2... :)
Bila nak kawin???
Di sini orang bertanya
Di sana orang menyoal
Tak kira teman mahu kenalan
Asyik-asyik itu je yang jadi bualan
Begitulah nasib orang bujang
Tak kira lelaki mahupun perempuan
Bila nak kawin???
Keluarga pun dah mula risau
Si teruna. emak bimbang jadi bujang terlajak
Si dara. ayah takut bergelar andalusia
Bila nak kawin???
Jiran turut sama menumpang tanya
Bila dijawab jodoh belum ada
Kata mereka, kita kenalah usaha
Mandi bunga salah satu caranya
Tak pun mandi ais boleh dicuba(he..he..ni cadangan pelik kawan saya)
Bila nak kawin???
Aduuuhh.aku disoal lagi
Kawin??? Nak kawin dengan sapa?
Calon pun takde.
Hah!!! Awak tu memilih sangat agaknya
Ewah-ewah sedap sungguh mulut berkata
Bila nak kawin???
Akan ku kawin jam-jam ni juga ( haa.haa.haa)
Andai memilih isteri semudah bershopping di pasar malam
Atau semudah membeli VCD cetak rompak
Atau sesenang memakan twisties..
Bila nak kawin???
Aaahhh.sungguh aku bosan
Banyak yang lain boleh jadi persoalan
Kenapa asyik itu yang dihadapkan
Apa kita nak heran
Lambat cepatnya jodoh, Allah yang tentukan.
Bila nak kawin???
Pada yang masih bujang
Biarkanlah mereka terus bertanya
Usah ditunggu letih mulut mereka (Takkan letihnya sampai bebila..)
Kalau ada jodoh.
Insya-Allah takkan ke mana.
Bila nak kawin???
Usah dirisaukan jodoh orang
Jaga masjid sendiri agar tidak goyang
Lain orang lain rezekinya
Syukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada
hasil ciplak dr sumber internet :)
saturday morning :)
hey hey bloggie :)...wah...today is day 6 of ramadhan n i'm still fat :P...still hvnt shed an ounce of fat in my 38 weeks tummy...abe ade kat sbelah aku nih...aku rasa dia dah 42 weeks...ahahahaha
anyway, last week went back to bangi...drove back my mr. myvy...had the chance to break the fast at home for the first 2 days of ramdhan...it was totally fun...didnt do much at home basically because i was trying to adapt myself to the new look of my house...my mom renovated the house and honestly i think it looked weird in the inside...but not too bad la...cant wait to earn my own money so i can pasang astro kat tv blakang :)...before i drove back to kl abah called to lecture me about driving too fast on highway!! i got a summon worth of rm 300...how crazy is that??? it was on the day that i went back for nenek's funeral...darn!! probably abah will make an appeal la..to reduce the fine :) (anyway last night i had a weird dream...the dream was about abah lecturing me for not driving carefully and to make things worst, i actually hit a car from behind and abah was in the car and the lecture continued until i woke up...the funny thing was the people inside the care didnt realise that i hit their car but there was one nyonya tua nih, sibuk sgt sampai kejar kete tuh nak kasi tau kat org2 dlm kete tuh aku langgar kete depa...stress aku time tuh...tp sbb kan kestressan tuh la aku bangun sahur...ahahaha)
tuh jer la kot...minggu nih x bape productive sbb sibuk wat gp assignment and pastuh byrn out abis...so ari nih nak start study balik aa :)
later
padli budak yg baru abis berak
sabtu 6 september 2008
anyway, last week went back to bangi...drove back my mr. myvy...had the chance to break the fast at home for the first 2 days of ramdhan...it was totally fun...didnt do much at home basically because i was trying to adapt myself to the new look of my house...my mom renovated the house and honestly i think it looked weird in the inside...but not too bad la...cant wait to earn my own money so i can pasang astro kat tv blakang :)...before i drove back to kl abah called to lecture me about driving too fast on highway!! i got a summon worth of rm 300...how crazy is that??? it was on the day that i went back for nenek's funeral...darn!! probably abah will make an appeal la..to reduce the fine :) (anyway last night i had a weird dream...the dream was about abah lecturing me for not driving carefully and to make things worst, i actually hit a car from behind and abah was in the car and the lecture continued until i woke up...the funny thing was the people inside the care didnt realise that i hit their car but there was one nyonya tua nih, sibuk sgt sampai kejar kete tuh nak kasi tau kat org2 dlm kete tuh aku langgar kete depa...stress aku time tuh...tp sbb kan kestressan tuh la aku bangun sahur...ahahaha)
tuh jer la kot...minggu nih x bape productive sbb sibuk wat gp assignment and pastuh byrn out abis...so ari nih nak start study balik aa :)
later
padli budak yg baru abis berak
sabtu 6 september 2008
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